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#26
Apr 30, 2016, 06:10 PM
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How old are you, if I may ask? I'm 23. Sent from my SGH-T999L using Tapatalk
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Apr 30, 2016, 08:19 PM
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Insight just doesn't help me. Possibly makes it worse. Hopefully until it makes it better. My belief system or chaos (I dare say I see a, rather intricate really, system) is messed up. I want pure irrationality. Probably never get it or shouldn't want it. But that's me. Just BP is probably easier. I am pretty good at mania and depression, I might say. There is still hope. Being older and wiser must help, I just don't see it. Just stay determined. There is hope. Justified or not, I'd take it. I do.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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May 01, 2016, 12:25 PM
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If you had one external switch, maybe on your forehead or whatever
 , being stable, causing mania and then depression, like it melting a fuse, would you ever use it?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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May 01, 2016, 07:04 PM
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Insight is killing me, i just want to be & do & not think & question everything.
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Dx: Bipolar II, GAD, past substance abuse, temporal lobe epilepsy. Rx: Lamotrigine 125mg, Sertraline 50mg, Clonazepam 0.5mg prn. |
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May 01, 2016, 07:30 PM
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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May 01, 2016, 07:34 PM
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#32
Aug 08, 2016, 06:48 AM
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Instead of a switch I look at it as demonic possession.
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