[Standup2me]

Worked on my cross-stitch project today. The pattern has a lot of errors in it, so it
is a challenge
But a good challenge

[fishin fool]

Howdy I am still kickin.
Hope everyone is OK

[raspberrytorte]

I think my depression is making me physically sick. I've had the worst headache the past few days, nausea, chest pains, I feel really hot in general.

[Coconutzo]

Originally Posted by bizi

tell me again what you are taking?
any changes lately?
bizi

Just started geodon. Is it making me nuts!?!?? Or compounding the nuts!?!?

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[xRavenx]

I've been kind of bored, lethargic, and depressed....but I'm going to make an effort to leave the house and try to do a few things tomorrow. I might meet up for someone for dinner. It takes me a little bit of pushing for me to make plans lately, but it's a start, and it will probably be nice. I'm realizing that too much time to sit around and think isn't the best thing lately for me. My thoughts wander way too much in not a very good or productive way, so it's definitely time to take action.

[lacerta]

Back to work after vacation. Hard to get up. Took time to get over frustration, now I'm settled down, planning to-dos. I'm relieved to finally be in adult company, watching my kids 24/7 for a whole month was just too overwhelming, I needed a break from that. Looking forward to seeing my p-doc later this day, I've missed him.

still no sterrrio

can't find anyone to look at it (but still looking)

managed to fix my tv though- all that had happened was my sky box had crashed

spent most of the weekend overeating (blah), and saturday especially was hard for me- for some unknown reason

i am doing okay today

Insomnia last night and chronic pain flared up. Mentally, I'm OK although I'll likely be tired later. Pdoc appt today. May be getting a med change.

Originally Posted by bluebicycle

Ha! Good luck with your pdoc appointment! Hope it goes well for you.

I, too, will have to adjust to my regular time zone when I come back from Europe. Not looking forward to it!

Thanks! My pdoc is great and does psychotherapy with me, too. I've never had a bad appointment in the entire 10 years. See him monthly or twice-monthly depending on how I'm doing.

[hopeless2015]

I have to report for jury duty today, I really don't need to miss anymore work but what can I do..

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[bizi]

Originally Posted by rainyday107

Insomnia last night and chronic pain flared up. Mentally, I'm OK although I'll likely be tired later. Pdoc appt today. May be getting a med change.

Sorry for the insomnia, hate that!
good luck at your pdoc appointment,
keep in touch.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

[Unrigged64072835]

Tired and jittery this morning. Ran out of sleep med so had bad insomnia last night. I see T later on so I need to stay awake. I've got other health stuff I need to do as well.

Got dermatology consult scheduled. Still have to fax other consult. T gave me an article on perfectionism that may be why I have this anxiety. I hope it helps.

[hopeless2015]

Jury duty is done for the day, now at work and wishing I wasn't here...lol I need to get myself together!! There is plenty for me to due and I am great full that I've had fmla for when I'm too sick to be here. Right now I'm really doing much better I just need to get my concentration levels up so I can focus and do my job and that's what I'm struggling with. I'd much rather be here than home in bed too depressed to get up and do anything at all!!!

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[Coffeee]

Not doing too well today, I'm a ball of anxiety and haven't made it out of bed yet...

[Coconutzo]

She thinks about cutting. She simply cannot stop. She has a razor in the drawer next to her bed. The drawer has pills in it. The drawer and its downstairs cousin have eight bottles of pills in them. She spreads them out. She empties them one by one. Seroquel. Lamotragine. Olanzapine. Lithium. There is enough lithium to kill oneself,oh the possibilities! Ativan, abilify, seroquel squared.
She takes a photo of the rumples in her sheets.
She is scared. She packs up.
The trees make the room look like the tropics. I swear I heard a helicopter.
There is rosé' in the fridge. I'll have it while I shower. I'm waiting for the doc to call me back. I don't know where I am. I mean she. She doesn't know where I am.

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[OctobersBlackRose]

Called Medicaid this morning, got myself enrolled in a supplemental insurance plan, it takes effect on September 1st.

Been in bed all day, other than to shower and get something to eat, still depressed and agitated, hearing some.voices, but they're not as loud as they are without meds. Just plain down in the dumps today, depression (possibly agitated depression) sucks, especially mixed with grief...

I'm really frustrated with myself for being so lazy this weekend. Just don't have any motivation.

Edit: I went swimming for the first time in over a year and then took a long shower. All clean and relaxed!

[Standup2me]

I think I saw an angel today
Or maybe just someone so connected with their inner self that they radiate peace and
beauty?
I just don't know

[Victoria'smom]

Random crying spells.... yay!

Rough day. I'm tired. Been crying again. Why??

Tomorrow will be better.

[LadyShadow]

Took too much medication last night. Really really tired today. Think I did it on purpose because I want to just sleep. There is no food in the house so I hardly ate and don't have the energy to shop for myself. Just feeling really tired.

[Nammu]

I'm still stable but getting easily irritated with stuff. Today at the SS office the noise of other people talked ng and babies crying was driving me up the wall. All the boxes around here are driving me nuts and little stuff is just getting to me. Guess I need a chill pill.

[bizi]

Originally Posted by Nammu

I'm still stable but getting easily irritated with stuff. Today at the SS office the noise of other people talked ng and babies crying was driving me up the wall. All the boxes around here are driving me nuts and little stuff is just getting to me. Guess I need a chill pill.

This is a stressful time!
yes time to chill,
how about a hot bath?
bizi

[lacerta]

Pdoc appt went fine, same meds, no frustrations. Pdoc was truly happy about my weight loss, I dropped 9 pounds last month. I was so proud he was truly happy, he rarely expresses emotions.