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#751
Jul 30, 2016, 03:32 PM
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I'm so far from ok.
I'm having some weird med reaction. Every afternoon I get this weird energy. I'm shaking from the inside out. All of the sounds get far away and the lights get really bright. I feel like I'm floating. I feel like I'm in a tunnel. I'm sweating. I'm hot. I want to smash things and cry. I can't breathe. Moving helps. Nothing helps. I could run forever. But I'm at work. I have to work. I want to die. Uggggghhhhhghghh Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#752
Jul 30, 2016, 03:37 PM
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Havent checked in awhile. I am doing ok. Just having issues at home. No episodes so thats a good thing. Just been busy and dealing the issues at home
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#753
Jul 30, 2016, 03:52 PM
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( screams) so fustrated. I'm moving soon. I'm paying a moving company to do most of the work but I gotta remove all the stuff I don't want to take with me...I seem to have a ton of boxes from things like hair dryers, iron, every little appliance I've ever bought, bits and peices, they all gotta go, as do a bunch of clothes and odds and ends I don't want any more.
BUT, I can only manage to do stuff for 5-10 minutes at a time before my back gives out and all I've managed to do is create a bigger mess.....agh pulls hair out
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#754
Jul 30, 2016, 04:13 PM
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 I'm just so sorry you're in this situation. 
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#755
Jul 30, 2016, 04:30 PM
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I'm doing better today. Just can't sleep all day makes me feel ******. Just going to use food banks and trust that things will work out. I've survived much worse. Gonna study a lot today.
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| OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#756
Jul 31, 2016, 12:06 AM
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I got a 92 on the written drivers test! Finally. Studied a lot today...
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#757
Jul 31, 2016, 12:08 AM
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Congrats Rose!
I have been doing really good. Watched The Lord of the Rings Trilogy today, really got me nostalgic about how much I love these movies and the books. May try and pick up my Game of Thrones books again after seeing these movies today.
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#758
Jul 31, 2016, 12:15 AM
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This sounds like psychosis.... do you have any emergency meds to take? zyprexa? sorry you are going thru this.. ((((HUGS))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#759
Jul 31, 2016, 12:24 AM
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#760
Jul 31, 2016, 12:53 AM
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Had my Grandpas memorial service yesterday, a lot of people showed up, and when it came time for the Eulogy's, I broke down crying for the first time in front of everyone trying to share memories of my Grandpa. We didn't have any issues with the Uncle and Aunt I was paranoid about especially when my other uncle took the sword that my Grandpa made.that was willed to him (I hope it doesn't get broken or lost on their plane ride back to Colorado), I already miss that sword, there's just a.bare spot on the wall now in the shape of a cross, it's going to take me awhile to adjust to it not being there, I suggested hanging pictures in that area of the wall to take away some of the bareness. And I'm really missing my Grandpa right now, I want to talk to him so bad, but can't, I've been crying since I went to bed around 8:30pm last night...I just wish I could have one more day with him...
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#761
Jul 31, 2016, 06:06 AM
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My plane just landed. Glad to be home. Tired and was stressing about having to see pdoc today...need to sleep but can't miss appt.
Boyfriend said, Shannon, it's Sunday. lol I was thinking it was Monday 
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#762
Jul 31, 2016, 06:45 AM
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I, too, will have to adjust to my regular time zone when I come back from Europe. Not looking forward to it! |
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#763
Jul 31, 2016, 08:37 AM
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Quiet morning so far. Had breakfast with my husband and took my meds. Waiting for them to kick in so I don't get overly anxious about starting a new project. I've never had anxiety this bad when starting something new. I'm also having worse anxiety since I started Latuda. I see my pdoc on Friday so i hope we can get something straightened out.
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#764
Jul 31, 2016, 08:37 AM
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I can't stop crying. I've been crying pretty much non stop since yesterday afternoon.
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#765
Jul 31, 2016, 10:55 AM
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Hugs to Rasp and Black!!
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G930A using Tapatalk
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#766
Jul 31, 2016, 11:18 AM
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Struggling.. Really been struggling.
 
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#767
Jul 31, 2016, 11:44 AM
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Thanks. I'm spinning. My doctor is on vacation and Im scared to talk to a new person. This has been happening since Wednesday. Uggggghhhhh Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#768
Jul 31, 2016, 12:09 PM
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Today has probably been the best day I've had in at least a few weeks. I'm not feeling so depressed nor am I having any SI's. Let's just hope it doesn't fade too fast. In the meantime, I'll enjoy it while I can. I think this calls for a nap...LOL!!!
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#769
Jul 31, 2016, 12:54 PM
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what about taking extras benzos if you have it???? you can always go to the er. when does your pdoc get back? please call the pdoc on call, YOU NEED HELP! bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#770
Jul 31, 2016, 01:39 PM
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I feel like I will call the doc on call tomorrow? I keep feeling like I should ride this out. I'm following all of the rules.Luckily I have a couple of days off work. I was a hot shaky mess trying to work yesterday. I just don't know if I should keep taking these pills? I know my brain is haywire but is it preexisting and the pills help or is it from the pills and I'm doing more damage every time I take more?  Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#771
Jul 31, 2016, 04:35 PM
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Is you pdoc available on the weekend for emergent needs? Can you call/contact on weekends? If not, please call as soon as you can to report your symptoms. Do you have people around you to help you should you need some additional help/support? Anyone you can tell about how you are feeling and will respond to your needs? Keep reaching out here, if it helps you! We are here for you. You can also start your own thread for added support here, if you wish. Stay safe!  WC |
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#772
Jul 31, 2016, 05:53 PM
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Back home. Don't feel well. Relaxing and distracting myself.
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#773
Jul 31, 2016, 05:55 PM
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any changes lately? bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#774
Jul 31, 2016, 06:36 PM
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Warm thoughts and hugs to anyone that needs them.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#775
Jul 31, 2016, 08:32 PM
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Slept most of the day, no real motivation to.get of bed other than to.grab some.water, a small bit of food to eat, and shower (which is a compulsion for me, I take 2-4 showers a day. Still a bit paranoid, about my phone being bugged and worried that when I call Medicaid to enroll for supplemental insurance through them, that when I give my SS number and other personal information someone may be listening in and steal my identity. And hearing some voices, but my AP is starting to turn down the volume down, better than it was when I was off my meds for 9 days. And still feeling depressed, been depressed for almost 4 months now amd the grief of my Grandpa death helping, and my depression may be an agitated depression as well. Posting to music to calm me down...
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