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#1
Jul 14, 2016, 08:46 PM
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I OD'd on trazadone, gabapentin, and propranolol, and have been IP since the third, until this afternoon when I was discharged.
I've really ****ed up this time. Now jobless, pennyless, husband and daughter moving five hours away, I'm living with my parents until I'm stable enough to join them because I OD'd when my daughter was with me. Six month comittment this time. Forced to get a haldol shot that will last whole month. Rock bottom guys.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#2
Jul 14, 2016, 08:52 PM
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I'm glad you are back. I'm sorry everything is so awful. You've been through an unbelievable amount in 2 weeks and I'm sure you need time to rest,recover and process it all. We're all here for you while you do that, as 15 pages of notes about where you are might tell you
 .I'm so sad for you that you felt that desperate. I hope that you are able to find a more peaceful place in life.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
| bizi, Wild Coyote
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#3
Jul 14, 2016, 08:53 PM
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I don't know what to say right now except we missed you and were always thinking of you. It is great to hear from you and I wish you all the best.
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| Wild Coyote
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#4
Jul 14, 2016, 08:54 PM
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 I'm so sorry to hear this. ((HUGS)) I don't know what to say except we love you here at BP PC (a lot of people were worried!!!) and I'm so glad you survived. You can and will pick up the pieces. Take gentle care of yourself. Keep posting!  Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart  Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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Jul 14, 2016, 09:08 PM
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I'm so sorry! I'm not sure what else to say but just sending love your way. I pray for a speedy recovery and lasting stability. I'm just so sorry for you. I wish I could do something.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
| Wild Coyote
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#6
Jul 14, 2016, 09:11 PM
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Sorry to here this, but glad you're still here. Sending hugs your way.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
| Wild Coyote
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#7
Jul 14, 2016, 09:18 PM
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I am so sorry that you are going through all of this.
Being hospitalized is so traumatic. I hope that you were ok there, felt safe. (((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
| Wild Coyote
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#8
Jul 14, 2016, 09:23 PM
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So sorry to hear this, we are all thinking of you and this is a traumatic experience, give yourself time to recover and get well!! Big HUGS to you!!
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G930A using Tapatalk
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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| bizi
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#9
Jul 15, 2016, 07:46 AM
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What a trauma to go through. This will take some time to process and recover from. I am so sorry you felt so low and had to experience that. My hope for you is that you are able to return to your family and rebuild your life. Sending you love and BIG hugs.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| Wild Coyote
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#10
Jul 15, 2016, 07:57 AM
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I'm glad you're okay! Hugs.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#11
Jul 15, 2016, 08:32 AM
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Thanks everyone for your kind words. Hugs to all of you.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
| bizi, Hashi/bipolar mom, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#12
Jul 15, 2016, 09:35 AM
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Glad you are back ras. You can get through this. Meow
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#13
Jul 15, 2016, 09:43 AM
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Welcome back!
I am sorry you have passed through that deep, dark abyss. I hope only healing lies ahead for you and your loved ones. I remain hopeful on your behalf. Much healing Love to you and yours.  WC |
| bizi
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#14
Jul 15, 2016, 12:29 PM
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I'm so sorry it got so bad for you. I'm glad you are safe and have people who love you to keep an eye. I know it seems bleak right now.... I'm so very sorry. Keep us posted on your progress if you are up to it.
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#15
Jul 16, 2016, 02:13 PM
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(((((((((raspberrytorte)))))))))
Firstly, I'm so glad you are still with us!! And so sorry that things are so rough. Please post as much as you find helpful as you work through this, ok? Thinking of you.
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| bizi
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#16
Jul 16, 2016, 02:25 PM
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Welcome back
Sorry that things aren't going well for you. Hopefully things will get better soon. You are in my thoughts
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#17
Jul 16, 2016, 03:22 PM
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So sorry you are going through all this
Keep hope alive and I hope things get better real fast 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#18
Jul 16, 2016, 03:38 PM
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Im so sorry to hear this. Lots of love and hugs!
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Jul 16, 2016, 03:42 PM
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I'm sorry to hear that you went through this. Hope things will be looking better for you and your family soon. Lots of love and hugs sent your way.
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Jul 16, 2016, 08:12 PM
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I'm so sorry things got so tough for you, but feel relieved that you are back, and that your parents can care for you now. I hope you can find a new stability, and be able to return to your family.
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| bizi
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#21
Jul 16, 2016, 09:11 PM
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We don't know each other at all, not even through PC really, but I want you to know that I wondered and worried about you every day since your last post. You always stood out as a very sweet and thoughtful (and smart and funny) person on this forum. And if you can mean this much to a total anonymous stranger, just imagine how much you mean to those who know you well. I'm so sorry that you have had to suffer the way you have, and I hope things will be brighter for you soon. xx
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#22
Jul 17, 2016, 06:37 PM
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Hey ras how are you holding up?
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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#23
Jul 17, 2016, 06:41 PM
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I'm alright, boogie.
Devastated because my husband is taking our mewling cat with him, so I won't have to listen to MEOW MEOW MEOOOOOOW anymore. lol
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
| Anonymous37904, BeyondtheRainbow, bizi, boogiesmash
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#24
Jul 17, 2016, 08:59 PM
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I can relate. My wife's cat, Lilly, died like a month ago.
She woke us up at the crack of dawn. Every day. Even weekends. No mercy. We couldn't leave her food outside, because of King Size racoons. They break the screen and eat all her food. Then she's foodless again. More meow. I know I'm not a bad person, because I threw her unintentionally in the pool, and didn't have the heart to leave her swimming. Like a 10 minute swim. Good exercise. Now she's finally dead. For ever. Never coming back. At all. I should be sad, but I ain't. May the Good Lord keep her in the place that she deserves. Amen.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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