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Aug 06, 2016, 11:04 AM
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So my life is going up in flames (my dad has almost been physically abuse towards me, my mum has constantly arguing with me, I officially left med school, all my friend have left me, my therapist has dropped me, I haven't been stable in 1.5 years and am probably going to hospital for the 7th time in 2 years) and I'm sitting here laughing like a maniac. I guess I have no words anymore, I have fallen so far that when I look in the mirror I can't even recognize myself anymore (Or maybe its because I gained 20 kg and have a horrendous rash on my face that won't go away but that's besides the point). Or maybe I just stopped caring? I don't care if I get better anymore, because I seem to be the only one making the effort, everyone else, THE UNIVERSE is against me getting better, so I give up! Like f*** it!
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Aug 06, 2016, 11:46 AM
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Hugs, I'm sorry things are so bad right now. And yes keep posting, we understand where you are right now....we've been there
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Aug 06, 2016, 12:08 PM
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I'm so with ya! Lost my boyfriend, dad, mom, no friends. No medications work, worried psychiatrist will give up like I have. Hopefully something out of your actions or emotions will show you some hope. Feel terrible about family issues! Can't imagine how that is but try to get away from this abuse!
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Aug 06, 2016, 12:23 PM
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Yes, most of us have been there for various reasons!
We are here for you. What helps?  WC |
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Aug 06, 2016, 12:36 PM
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I can totally relate. Except my life has already gone up in flames.
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#7
Aug 06, 2016, 02:29 PM
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Sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I do hope you find something that will help you out.
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Aug 06, 2016, 02:49 PM
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My life was in flames and eventually the flames were out. What I'm doing with my life I'm not sure yet but I struggled through years of depression and life the universe, devil or whatever you'd like to believe will knock you down. The question is, and probably hard to realize now, how do I get up and what do I do. It's a struggle I won't lie and I'm still struggling but I regained hope and that makes it bit more bearable.
I hope you come out of this soon and ready to recover.
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Aug 06, 2016, 02:49 PM
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It really upsets me that you are going through this. I've been in bad situations, I've had total meltdowns, but what you are going through sounds like a living nightmare. It sounds like my worst nightmare, like where any of us can end up. But the world doesn't seem to believe it's possible.
Life seems to have dealt you a difficult hand. I'm not a doctor, but if you're laughing like a maniac at these things, that's not healthy either. However, take a deep breath. Laughing at the insanity in a normal way, finding the absurd humor in this side of life is just about all that gets me through right now. Do you write at all? I mean, you're a great writer, from reading your post. Try to just relax a little (or not) and start writing about how ridiculous it is. Try to find some of the wild details that are just surreal and unbelievable. You are not bringing this on yourself. Just as someone with Tourette's isn't responsible for shouting out obscenities, just as someone in a wheelchair isn't able to enter certain places without wheelchair access, I'm trying to find a term for our "disability." Well, OK, we are Bipolar. I hate the term mentally ill. I can't find the word, but it is a disability that is recognized by the Government and by the medical profession. One definition of disability is, it "prevents a person from living a full, normal life..." But people just don't get it. You will get better. You're healthy enough to describe everything in your post.
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#10
Aug 06, 2016, 04:23 PM
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I'm so sorry you are feeling so low and have so much going wrong in your life. We are here and we understand. (((Hugs)))
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#11
Aug 06, 2016, 06:31 PM
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Thank you everyone for the responses, this forum is whats keeping me going at the moment. I read most threads and though I don't respond as much as I should, I try to give as many hugs as I can.
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#12
Aug 06, 2016, 06:34 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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