I'm back again... things are a little surreal... advice would be great!

Was hositalized May 20th... discharged on the 24th, then went through 5 weeks of the partial hospitalization program. I've been having lots of trouble with anxiety, but for once, the irratibility is nearly gone. They've got me taking 200 mg of Seroquel at night, 40 mg of Celexa and 25 of Seroquel in the morning.I'm seeing a therapist once a week, and my p-doc once a month... I love my p-doc... I got a keeper. Still haven't been able to find a job.... unemployment is running out fast. I just feel stuck.

I feel ya girl...I have a degree but I am not sure that I am ready to take a job as a professional....what if I lose it? I am currently working as a grocery store cashier.....I keep thinking about the Adam Sandler movie "Anger Management" were he is told that he is the cashier..... I really hope that I don't go off the deep end at my job.....
I think we all feel somewhat stuck and it is a hard place to move from...we like the security of what we know. I hate tempting the unknown.

I am really glad that you are doing better....keep up the good work, stay with the meds (I know sometimes u want to leave them), and be honest with your T.....
That is something I keep telling my self about this week's visit to my T.

We're here for you...