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I mean...will she be angry at me? I called her a few minutes ago and left a msg telling her that I haven't come back down like I thought I had. I told her the reasons I think that. Now , I feel ignorant as hell and I feel lie I need to call her back to let her know that I'm not an ignorant fool. Part of me knows that is ridiculous but a greater part of me is shaking with paranoia that I NEED to call her and let her know this or she won't want to see me again because she will think I am a fool. What am I going to do?
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I don't really know what to do but I've been there. I usually send an email apologizing and saying why. She usually reassures me when I see her again. I have never had her say that she agrees that I'm right and my reasoning was out of line; she says that I am fine.
Are you able to email or text or something to get the reassurance? It helps me just to put the need out there.
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