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#726
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I knew bits and bobs about Bipolar as I supported 2 young guys who had Bipolar.
Question: If you don't work at the moment... what kind of job were you in prior to not working? |
#727
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I do work right now. I operate rides at an amusement park in summer and am a lift operator at a ski area in winter.
What's your favorite song you can relate to in a bipolar sort of sense? |
#728
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Gods and Monsters by Lana Del Ray - Totally me at my most manic.
When was your last manic episode?
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#729
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About 2 months ago I think
at what age do you remember first being what would be considered clinically depressed? |
#730
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17
You guys? And first ages of mania or hypo? |
#731
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13 years old for depression and 24 years old for mania (although they think I was younger)
What do you fear most regarding your mental health? |
#732
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Mania.
Had hypo but never full mania. |
#733
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that i'll never get to a stage where I can live life and i'll enjoy life or that my next suicide attempt is not an attempt at all, but the real thing.
Possible trigger:
can you laugh about your situation?, or are you always serious about it (I believe you have to laugh sometimes, or you just can't get by) |
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#734
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Shattered, I'm really sorry you have had such a difficult time and I hope you are able to find excellent health care asap.
You're so right, once in a while we just gotta laugh about things. I still do sometimes thankfully. Take care of you ![]() |
#735
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Yes, I laugh at my situation I have to or I'll go mad! (Not that I am not already)
Do you ever remember a time when you were stable and happy?
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#736
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I'm totally hoping this summer will be better! Seasons affect anyone? |
#737
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Seasons affect anyone?
Yeah I think that there is a definite seasonal component to my mood disorder. While I was never formally dx with SAD I think I may have it- winters kick my asss with soul crushing depressions and then usually once spring arrives my mood shoots up. I think I live in the wrong climate (NE US) but am stuck here. I really should work harder to use my light box consistently next winter before my mood crashes. Idk if it helps but it doesn't seem to hurt. How do you react/respond when an acquaintance or coworker who doesn't know about your MI says something totally disparaging or stigmatizing about "crazy" bipolar people; or who diminishes the seriousness of the disorder by calling anyone who changes their mind or mood as "SO bipolar..."? |
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it happened at work a couple weeks ago. another nurse said the Dr. has bipolar because she always changes her mind
I just swallowed hard and bit my tongue. ppl here knowing I had bipolar would be a death sentence. it's just that type of company. i wanted to scream though do you feel ppl know there is something different about you right away?
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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yes for sure.
probably explains why people are so hesitant to talk to me or come near me. I mean, it's crazy. it's like mental illness is catchy. touch me and it's a death trap I hate it! what has been your worst ever experience with a therapist |
#740
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Before I was diagnosed I saw this woman. I explained my problems to her and she said "well what do you want ME to do about it?!". I never went back
Do you agree with your diagnosis? Why or why not?
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#741
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I guess I do but at the same time I question it. I guess cause this diagnosis came later in life and I've always just been the way I am. At the same time I recognize my past fits the criteria especially the last 6 months but it's cause when I'm feeling more stable like today I can't help wonder if I made it up or ... I really dunno. Maybe I'm still in denial too. I don't suppose this makes any sense!? |
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Don't forget to leave a question when you answer.
![]() I do agree with my diagnosis. I have seen myself cycle far too many times to question it and I trust my pdoc and therapist. Do you find that you are overly sensitive about hurting others?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Does anyone find that any of their senses become heightened with an elevated mood? |
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Very much so. I hate it but it's one of the first signs of mania/mixed for me.
Do you have trouble remembering meds? I'm great at PM meds but sleep through AM meds.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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What methods of distraction help you best when in a bad episode? |
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I have my phone set up with reminder alarms or I'd remember nothing, meds, birthdays, anniversarys, appointments etc.
Why do the "fun" symptoms of hypomania feel like a drug addiction? (Only thing I miss about the last few months but I know the depression followed it so tgere no real win) |
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I honestly couldn't tell you
I guess because..... well, it's the way it is. :d. I have no better response than that have you ever tried a distraction method, but it never worked for you, and so now you don't do it? |
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I have to honestly say no I don't try to distract myself from it in fact I try to make it last as long as possible-even though it can all be unbearable at times ( stupid I know but I cant stop myself-I'm also in a bit of denial still).
What does it take to truly feel committed to maintaining stability? |
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I just have no desire to feel bad again and both mania and depression feel terrible to me so I try hard to avoid them.
Do you sleep through the night without wakening?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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No. I usually wake up at least once to pee.
What's your favorite movie and why?
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |