[Flutterby11]

I am sorry to bother everyone again but i really dont know what to do. I have been very scared and depressed lately it took me 3 hours to get out of bed this morning and i am so incredibly sad but also I have been scared that lately an entity of sorts has been stalking me and I am also scared that I am possessed i am unable to call my doctor and my mental health worker has still not replied to me and I really dont know what to do. My T also canceled I feel very stuck. What helps you calm down and stay calm when you have a lot going on?

Possible trigger:

i have also been having thoughts of suicide

[BeyondtheRainbow]

It sounds like you need to go to an emergency room. I know that is scary but I think you need help immediately and that you don't have a fast pathway in place right now.

Please get help so it doesn't get worse.

[Flutterby11]

Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

It sounds like you need to go to an emergency room. I know that is scary but I think you need help immediately and that you don't have a fast pathway in place right now.

Please get help so it doesn't get worse.

Thank you for the reply I am way to scared to go there plus i dont have anyone to look after my fish.

[bizi]

I thought it would be helpful to have hotline numbers in one place that is easy to find and easy to access quickly in an emergency situation.


Phone numbers-

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-8255

1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-2433

Deaf Hotline for TTY users -
1-800-799-4TTY
1-800-799-4889

Teen Hotline-
1-888-747-TEEN
1-888-747-8336

Canadian numbers are listed by Province on this site-
Canada Suicide & Crisis Hotlines - When You Feel You Can't Go On... Call a Suicide Hotline. / SuicideHotlines.com - Direction for immediate crisis intervention for the gravely suicidal & treatment for major clinical suicidal depression.

Other International hotlines are listed by country on this site-
INTERNATIONAL - World-Wide Suicide & Crisis Hotlines - When You Feel You Can't Go On... Call a Suicide Hotline. / SuicideHotlines.com - Direction for immediate crisis intervention for the gravely suicidal & treatment for major clinical suicidal depre

Websites-

SuicideHotlines.com - When You Feel You Can't Go On -- Let Someone Know Your Pain.

USA NATIONAL Suicide & Crisis Hotlines - When You Feel You Can't Go On... Call a Suicide Hotline. / SuicideHotlines.com - Direction for immediate crisis intervention for the gravely suicidal
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[bizi]

Originally Posted by Flutterby11

Thank you for the reply I am way to scared to go there plus i dont have anyone to look after my fish.

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

I believe you need to call your on call doctor.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

[Flutterby11]

Originally Posted by bizi

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

I believe you need to call your on call doctor.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

I dont have an on call doctor

[Hobbit House]

Is there anyone who you can call for help? Maybe come over and keep you company.

[Flutterby11]

Originally Posted by Hobbit House

Is there anyone who you can call for help? Maybe come over and keep you company.

not at the moment no

[Hobbit House]

I still think you should call the hospital but if you can't I am here to listen, and I'm sure many others of us are too!

[Hobbit House]

[bizi]

If you call your doctors office after hours they may have an answering service to page the doctor on call.
YOu could try to do this.,
bizi

[Flutterby11]

Thank you I had the biggest panic attack last night because I was freaked out I was possessed and i didnt know how to get it out of me and then i was hearing things like footsteps and someone talking only I couldnt understand what they were saying. I really do think I am possessed I was going to tell my T but then they cancelled and now I am freaking out. I dont feel safe anywhere and I am scared all the time. I want to cry.

[Flutterby11]

Originally Posted by bizi

If you call your doctors office after hours they may have an answering service to page the doctor on call.
YOu could try to do this.,
bizi

I dont have my doctors number my mental health worker has that and they wont reply to me.

[Terabithia]

I wish I lived next door and could take care of your fish, and could take you to the hospital. Can any of the numbers bizi posted help you? I would think that any local crisis group would have a volunteer who would be glad to help out, if you reach out to them. That is what people who volunteer are there for. Let them help you. Hugs.

[Flutterby11]

I am not sure. Maybe I will try a hotline but i get scared of those too. I am scared of everything lately I also keep thinking my food is poisoned. everything feels hopeless.

[BeyondtheRainbow]

Can you do an internet search for your doctor and see if you can find a number?

[Hobbit House]

Originally Posted by Flutterby11

I am not sure. Maybe I will try a hotline but i get scared of those too. I am scared of everything lately I also keep thinking my food is poisoned. everything feels hopeless.

Good, glad to hear you are going to call. I hope they can help you. Good luck.

[Hobbit House]

Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

Can you do an internet search for your doctor and see if you can find a number?

Also a great idea.

[Flutterby11]

Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

Can you do an internet search for your doctor and see if you can find a number?

i have tried that i couldnt find it. but thank you.

[Flutterby11]

i tried to contact my mental health worker still no reply

[BeyondtheRainbow]

Is the mental health worker through an agency? They may have someone on-call.

[Flutterby11]

Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

Is the mental health worker through an agency? They may have someone on-call.

it is through the government i could try again but i doubt it would be helpful my mental health worker is kind of useless but i will try.

[BeyondtheRainbow]

It can't hurt to try

[Flutterby11]

called twice no answer

[Flutterby11]

this is hopeless i feel like giving up