Positive Things I've done today #5

I'm staying alive. That's the most positive thing I can do today.

Ran dishwasher, load of laundry going. Had others things I wanted to accomplish but napped the afternoon away

Dressed.
Ate meals.
Posted on PC.
That's all folks!

Didn't scream my head off
Didn't SH
Showered
Think I may have actually ate 3 meals

Got up showered, came to work. Not feeling as agitated today

Picked up meds
Did dishes

That's about it.

A load of laundry

Exercised. Did not over eat.

Finished another piece of homework
Did dishes
Will be doing dinner soon

Put the dishes away. Took a shower. Got dressed in clean clothes. Got my youngest off to his confirmation with his dad. Took my pills. Took a short nap. Looking forward to tomorrow's lunch with friends. And maybe my glasses will be in.

Got up, showered, went to work. Just threw a load of laundry in the dryer

Cleaned my turtles tank.

Took a shower, loaded and ran dishwasher, vacuumed, baked dessert....all of which happened in the last two hours.
Oh and finally put away the load of laundry that was in the dryer from two days ago.

Went to work.
Finally did the dishes that have been in the sink for like 2 weeks!! Yah- this has been paralyzing me and overwhelming me, making me avoid being at home, plus the lack of clean silverware and pots has been preventing me from cooking (well that and the fact I have no food in the house but one thing at a time).
I also cleaned the kitchen, sweept, and cleaned out the fridge.
I Started to pick up dirty laindtry and sort it into colors and whites so I can actually do laundry this weekend.
I do wonder why I always seem to accomplish these awful chores I have been putting off at 2 am in the morning, but I guess that's just how I roll.
The relief over cleaning the kitchen is immense and yet always makes me feel so stupid that I procrastinated and made it into such a huge ordeal when it really wasn't. Why do I always do this???! Ah well. I should celebrate my successes I suppose rather than focus on my failures.
Have a good weekend.

Saw a friend today. It was great to have some company of someone who understands. She is going to cook me a meal as I struggle to cook while depressed. What a beautiful friend. I am lucky.

eat breakfast

shower/ clean clothes

laundry

uplifting music

tried to act in a positive way when trying to stop a pannic attack

spoke to my friend tara

Got up showered, came to work. Not be a broken record but this really is an accomplishment for me. If I don't get up when the alarm goes off i get inside my head and go to a bad place, then take an fmla day from work, stay in bed all day, don't shower don't brush my teeth...you all know the way it works.

Finished homework
Did three loads of laundry
Picked up eggs and bread
Went to the park and took pictures

Packed and packed and packed and packed...

Woke Up then had done breakfast.After that, I just went for a walk with my friends then played some games.After that, I read interesting blog site, It was amazing and gives me a lot of Positive Thinking.

Went to my mom's for a bit. We are going back in an hour for a picnic with apple pie, hamburgers, potato salad, baked beans...

I took a nap!

I got coffee. They (Starbucks) gave it to me for free and then kept the free one that was on my phone app! Woot! Nice people.

Listened to soothing music.

Did a load of laundry
Turned in my second poem for class
Will be helping with dinner in about an hour (chopping up stuff for burgers)

Did a couple of loads of laundry
Made lunch for my family
Cleaned the kitchen

breakfast, laundry, out to lunch and shopping with hubby, writers' meeting tonight

I cleaned the kitchen and the bathroom.