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Feb 07, 2017, 08:36 AM
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So I know I have disappeared lately, I've been stuck in my head, and the whole social isolation thing. Anyway, does this make sense to anyone because the feelings keep popping up.
*possible trigger* I'm just tired of living. Yes adulting is hard, but I can't do it anymore. What is the point? But I don't necessarily want to end it. I'm constantly looking at pictures of my nephews as reminders to stay here, but I'm just so freaking tired. My mind wanders constantly at work, my focus is here and there. And since I've been back to work, the feedback that I get doesn't seem to get any better, in fact, I think I'm getting worse. I'm just so tired. I had a SI issue last Monday and contacted my pdoc. She suggested a decrease of one of my morning meds. Can't really tell if it's done any good yet. I have an appointment that was previously scheduled with her on Tuesday. I finally found a T and I coincidentally see him that day is well. But next Tuesday seems so far away. Last edited by gina_re; Feb 07, 2017 at 10:44 AM. |
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#2
Feb 07, 2017, 01:19 PM
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Can you call pdoc and try to get in earlier? Sorry you're going through this. Your nephews love you and need you in their lives.
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Feb 07, 2017, 01:41 PM
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And your friends
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Feb 07, 2017, 02:37 PM
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Is there anything you can think of to shake up the routine a bit? Sometimes I slip into routine to the point that things become too autopilot. Add being down and it just becomes a numbing viscious circle, where I just.don't.care. Bored, tired, just so sick of it. Just.so.tired. Part of it is that I do fall into patterns of same ol', same ol', which only reinforces my perception. The feeling you describe is VERY familiar.  Tuesday may feel far away, but remember, we're here for you in the meanwhile  No lines! No waiting!
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Feb 07, 2017, 05:36 PM
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(((((gina_re)))))
Sorry you're feeling down. It's hard to keep going sometimes, but the mood will pass. Keep hanging in there.
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Feb 07, 2017, 11:08 PM
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Thank you for posting.
You have friends here! I am sorry it is so hard right now for you. Glad that you will be with a therapist soon. hang in there. (((((HUGS))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Feb 07, 2017, 11:26 PM
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Sorry you are struggling so much. Depression is awful. Do you have anyone who can visit you? Hang in there. You will get through this. X
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