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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:30 PM
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The truth is in. If you are you, they see you as an investment. Get you better and get back on the hamster wheel or go bad in your pod Neo, so you can feed us at the sake of your freedom. If you are older sndvunwell, a lost cause who will be shot up with Haldol and they activity streak my son and being him to meet the dark ones. They want to take him out of the equation as they know it's all I got and there real end goal is to snuff me out. How do you live with this? I've taken my pills but not enough yet I'm afraid. I want to bring my boy with me and spare him the ugly in life, the demons who walk around with idiot cliches with as much worse as "have a nice day" at the check out counter. Eye eyes all around, waiting to pounce and kill or maybe they are suicidal too and we can do each other favors. I could save the world if I could get strong enough but it's too much needs fixing band I'm not stupid enough to not see the ways out, but they all lead back here, to the screaming crying pain that next ends expect short breaks to mock me. They are no reasons, the religious kill happily and with misplaced ignorance, swirling through their scotch filled brains. Nobody believes me but I see the truth if it all. No safety, no desires beyond wanting a healthy body that does leak from my eyes like a full blast broken faucet. I don't need a Plummer, I need a gun. My husband agrees I'm being stalked on here by a few people. Sinister motivations circleclike vurltures, waitingvto each my dead carcass and begin life anew fore the deserving. Get help, it might fix you...probably not but you can tryvlike I have...again and again. Just like my mom tried. Again and again. Women are evil and men are breast unlike any other. The tormentos will burn in a fire pit my gods making and he will let me piss firy urine upon then, to blister then and curb no thirst. They've threaten my mom on here...interfearescwhen thry know nothing other than they preconceived biases and ignorant adherent to their religion of choiceZ. The neon sign are everything. I know who some of you are, other others will soon know too.,
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:36 PM
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Elsa, I'm worried about you. It might be a good time to call in your support team.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:39 PM
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What vertigo said.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:46 PM
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I do t have a surround tream, whet use tastes to kill you. Thry decide if you ha e achange and then might help, but if thry see know change the make it much worse and deadly. I gave myself and it's how I g the way. Ice stsrted my mistake...8t will be a part and all azzholes with be presence expectinga speech of positivity. I will save them, I will save me.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:46 PM
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I'm not scary and alone and nobody sees whatbis right in front of there l face
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:51 PM
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Could you call a crisis line? I think it would be good for you to talk with someone.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:53 PM
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Elsa, I'm worried about you. It might be a good time to call in your support team.
I'm worried about you as well. Do you have a t or pdoc you could check in with? You sound unwell.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 01:58 PM
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Trusting is so sick. I trust often, until it crash and I must settle the rubble. The things can get settled, some lucky ones who much provides factors. Thry found the leprechaun and hold him hostage for the gold and washes and the thrvepricalm with makeup g rushes and prefers death to eternal servitude. I want my family near me, holding while I pass and tell me thry understand and do t judge me and promise they will do better but leprechaun aren't real and peace is illsive for the broken and perpeft for these born with silver sooons and Ivy League finals to cry again. Not better better. You will be tricked a few times but it won't last and the older you get the less it's hekos because the truth falls upon us and you see clearly the truth behind the aye of the aliens who hate and harm us. Live in gorance it your life is fuzzy or be brace eboyght to see the whole truth and then decide if I'm not. I'm not became some people don't have a strong reasoning trait.,
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 02:01 PM
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Call the crisis line now or call the after-hours line later. Or just call the psych ER in general. You are not making sense.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 02:02 PM
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I think if you were to go to the emergency room your family would understand. Please take care of yourself.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 02:03 PM
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I want to die in my own hour but my husband won't my son safe place and my oldest has been kicked onto the streets and it killing me. He's coming back to burn the house down while we sleep. My hustant want want to protect your son...my parents won't listen. My son and I can be bear each other and I can't be without him. I know some mothers easily let go but this is not me and I've bee forced with having a word and now I hope I've done ebout, won't wake up and my son n can hawk my stuff and do what he wants with it
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 02:05 PM
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Elsa, you need to call a crisis line or the ER. They can help you with all this.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 02:55 PM
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ElsaMars,
Please don't make any decisions right now. Your anxiety and pain are making you irrational. Just like everyone was saying in this thread: https://forums.psychcentral.com/divo...ver-learn.html -- our mental health and happiness is tied to how well our children are doing in life. Thinking of you and hoping you pull through today......
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 02:58 PM
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Elsa, your writing is making no sense. You need to go to the ER.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 03:11 PM
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Elsa, I hope you go to the er. You need some help right now. Hugs.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 03:17 PM
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Right now your greatest enemy is your own mind. Please trust your husband and tell him the thoughts that are happening so he can help. If you can't do that do call a hotline or ER and tell them these serious thoughts, you need a helping hand right now for your thoughts are deceiving you.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 03:20 PM
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Elsa, I hope you're still reading this. You do need help.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 03:20 PM
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We care about you here Elsa
Sorry you are so stressed
Can you show your husband these posts?
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Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 03:31 PM
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Elsa, have you taken something? If you have done something to hurt yourself, please dial 911.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 04:00 PM
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Elsa, please know we all care about you and are very worried. Please let your support team know what's going on right now. Hugs!!
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 04:50 PM
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Please call someone for help. I am very worried about you.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 05:06 PM
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I hope you get help ASAP, Elsa. I am sorry you are struggling with all these thoughts and feelings.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 05:42 PM
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Thinking of you and hoping you are safe, Elsa.

(((((( Elsa ))))))

I hope you husband is available for you to reach out to him.

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Old Apr 04, 2017, 06:09 PM
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Please get help immediately if you haven't already. This is very worrisome. We care about you and want you to feel better. This is very different than you usually sound.
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Old Apr 04, 2017, 07:25 PM
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I agree with the others. I hope you've reached out to someone for help.
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