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sorry about this but my brain is all busy and i keep wanting to post like constantly so i thought i would make a separate thread. i am really all over the shop i dont feel depressed anymore just busy and i feel like i need to be doing things and like i want to talk to people and there is just so much to do i want to feel everything as well. like the feeling of the breeze on my skin and just everything. i am also really bored like it is kind of problematic even though i actually have a lot to do with my studies but i cant focus on them ahhgg busy busy busy me.
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bored bored bored! i am supposed to see my mental health worker tomorrow but i dont really want to. i want to run around omg i literally dont know what to do with myself! i want to scream i dont know why though. i am seriously bored and i should be doing my studies but like that is too much to focus on but then if i dont do it soon i will fail but then it is just too hard but also idk i cant explain it properly and like how was i ever meant to catch up
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i am watching one of my favorite TV shows this is great
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Hey Flutter, so what's up? Watching anything good? Hope all goes well for you, it will be good to see your mental health person tomorrow, I understand how you are feeling gotta move and do things and go move, move, my body won't stay up with my mind! Been there done that! Hope all is ok! Lela
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Good morning. Hope your appointment goes well. Do you think you're in a mixed state?
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not sure to be honest i have no idea. thanks i hope the appointment goes well too.
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i feel uncomfortable and weird still i keep getting really angry at everyone. i cant seem to stop.
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I know I've felt what you're describing Flutterby. I just don't know what to label it. Its extremely uncomfortable. Have you called your pdoc, or his or her nurse about this today?
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I think you and I are riding the same wave. Doing work is so meh. I want to do stuff I like, I really want to ride my dirt bike and fix up my garden....
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Why not go around the garden first and save yourself the trouble?
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Oh I have to build the garden, I have a couple hundred seedlings that need to be planted, so I have to clear out a space, so lots of hard work. I should have called in sick yesterday when it was nice to do it. It is raining currently! I have a race this weekend, but it seems so long from now! I love having so many things to do!
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Still waiting for them to come over. I did manage the fastest shower ever a few minutes ago in case they came by. I feel all reFRESHed! My workout is out the window, though. I hope I can get my shirts and this is nothing that precludes my weekend damnit.
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I still feel weird and busy and ugh I also want to yell at everyone and then there are the other feelings..... |
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i am still feeling weird and everything is all over the place i am nervous about seeing my mental health worker today. i am still super irritable.
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saw mental health worker talked about side effects but not much else
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i just saw my T they are worried about my eating
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What is wrong with your eating? I am sorry if you have posted about this before, I took a hiatus from this forum for a while.
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Well the maintenance guy hasn't shown up and it looks worse. :-(
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That's terrible. They need to get on a leaking ceiling right away! You have no idea what's going on above.
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I had a little turtle,
his name was tiny tim, I put him in the bath tub to see if he could swim. he drank up all the water, and ate up all the soap now he's sick in bed, with bubbles in his throat random post of the day! |
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Everything is wrong with my eating.
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