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Old Mar 31, 2025, 08:42 PM
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High plus psychosis
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Old Mar 31, 2025, 09:21 PM
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At least you recognise your psychosis.

When I'm manic I have no idea I'm psychotic because my "delusions" are my reality!
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Old Mar 31, 2025, 09:26 PM
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At least you recognise your psychosis.

When I'm manic I have no idea I'm psychotic because my "delusions" are my reality!
I went a month not recognizing it! Helps to have friends who know you well and can point these things out. That or you start losing friends left and right!
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Old Apr 03, 2025, 10:12 PM
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Hanging out in the middle - with a little bit of a low. Waiting on an email. It feels like my whole life is waiting on an email. This is so pathetic.
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Old Apr 03, 2025, 11:30 PM
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Um... not sure. Is anxious a mood?
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Old Apr 04, 2025, 04:57 PM
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In the middle. It's quite nice.
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Old Apr 04, 2025, 05:38 PM
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No idea! Pdoc confused me.
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Old Apr 04, 2025, 10:55 PM
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Definitely in the middle. Calm and getting ready to sleep.
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Old Apr 05, 2025, 04:30 AM
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Hypomanic. Awake at 4 a.m. yet again!
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Old Apr 06, 2025, 05:41 AM
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I think I'm a little on the high side
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
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Old Apr 09, 2025, 10:09 PM
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I think I am a little on the high side as well. Feeling elated at all the attention I have been getting lately. It will be hard to sleep tonight.
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Old Apr 10, 2025, 01:21 PM
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Much better. Been on Vraylar 3mg for almost 3 weeks and had such an improvement! Ingrezza helps keep the TD away. Without it I literally cannot drink, shower, dry off or get dressed on my own or stop my whole body from moving. My insurance denied it this month so my psych team and I are appealing it! I NEED this medication!
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Old Apr 10, 2025, 03:45 PM
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right smack dab in hte middle but i just realized i havent been taking my mid day dose of risperdal. i should probably get back on that. cant afford to get all psychotic right now
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Old Apr 10, 2025, 04:56 PM
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You ever play cards against humanity? Familiar with “crumbs all over the gd carpet”? Thats where I’m at. I don’t know what it means, but it’s so true.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
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Old Apr 10, 2025, 06:25 PM
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Somewhat in the middle, but on the high side. Tons of emails today and yesterday and a phone call the night before that. Just things are improving. Just excited for once.
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Old Apr 15, 2025, 10:21 PM
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I was hypomanic and the night before slept for only 3 hours. I realized that I was hypomanic, took what for me is a high dose of Thorazine, even though it was only 5% of the FDA-approved max dose of that drug, took a little more (the smallest dose of it) in the middle of the night, and all in all slept for 12 hours net.

No hypomania anymore.

Thorazine is amazing. Kudos to the people who invented it in the middle of last century and to my psychiatrist who prescribed it in 2022, having spent a long time gently suggesting to me that I try it. Ad that time, I thought that nothing by Zyprexa would ever work.
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Old Apr 20, 2025, 12:44 PM
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I am hanging out in the middle, even though I am a little low. I am really tired after this weekend's activities. But I am elated for starting this amazing journey!
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Old Apr 21, 2025, 08:09 PM
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Thorazine didn't work for maintenance. Plus I cannot take it long-term as it causes EPS.

I am back on Zyprexa now to quash what looked like a beginning manic episode.
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Old Apr 23, 2025, 01:24 PM
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I'm pretty stable, hanging out in the middle. My mood is good, my energy level is good, I'm feeling pretty happy actually.
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Old Apr 23, 2025, 06:10 PM
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I am now on Lybalvi and Naltrexone for maintenance. Hoping this would work without causing abnormal hunger. If it doesn't, I do not know what else might work.

Slowly getting from High to Middle. Thanks for the thread, Lady Shadow!
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Old Apr 24, 2025, 04:53 PM
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Hanging out in the middle. Don't really know what to do with myself lately. Need a purpose. Emails have been dwindling for a while. But I am feeling positive.
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Old Apr 24, 2025, 09:50 PM
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Fortunately still stable but winter is on the way and it usually dips my mood
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Old Apr 24, 2025, 09:56 PM
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In the middle thanks to Lybalvi and Naltrexone.
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- Hypothyroidism
- Obesity BMI ~ 38
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Old Apr 25, 2025, 12:10 PM
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Hanging out in the middle, but a little on the high side because someone special is getting a present from me today and I am excited. I hope he likes everything.
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Old Apr 26, 2025, 11:28 AM
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Hanging out in the middle today, I'm a little elated that I will be getting a nice phone call today, but it's nice to be excited about something.
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