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#1
May 04, 2017, 09:47 PM
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like I'm not manic. I'm low alternating with "revved up" but im not mixed either (yet anyway)
but I'm starting to feel that feeling when the world seems far away. like it is spinning away from me and I can't get a grip on it. I'm moving through it dreamlike and starting to feel stressed and overloaded. starting to feel like I can't handle life again. I don't know what this is I just know when I start losing my grip things don't work out well. anyone have a clue where this could be heading or do you get like this as well. like starting to feel disjointed and "losing it" but no definable episode
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
 Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Nammu, Wild Coyote
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#2
May 04, 2017, 10:12 PM
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Been there before I hate that far-a-way feeling. ((((((((((((Jacky))))))))))))
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#3
May 04, 2017, 11:16 PM
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That sounds very familiar. For me it has a lot to do with anxiety...
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| Anonymous59125, Wild Coyote
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May 04, 2017, 11:18 PM
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Do you think it is just stress related? I need to keep stress levels down because that is the biggest trigger to episodes for me (when there is a trigger)
I really need to not be working the night shift but I have no choice at this moment I'm far away but I cant relax either. None of my traditional distressing methods are working.. Idk idk Idk
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
| Anonymous59125, Wild Coyote
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#5
May 04, 2017, 11:19 PM
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I'm not feeling to much anxiety just kind of ....looney
but stress and anxiety are similar I think
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#6
May 04, 2017, 11:22 PM
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what am I even asking at this point IDK lol
just rambling I just have been doing well for so long and med free to boot I don't want it to go south ramble ramble 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#7
May 04, 2017, 11:50 PM
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I'm in what would be called a mixed state most likely and yes, this is very much how I feel. I've been murdered internally......a part of my soul has been swallowed and shat out in an unrecognizable form. I'm no longer me, I don't know this person. I don't relate to this person. I don't want to know or be this person. People have it much worse and this in no way consoles me.....I'm gone. I'm sorry you are suffering too and hope you find your way out. Lead the way if you do. (((Hugs)))
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#8
May 05, 2017, 12:25 AM
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Thanks Elsa. Sorry you are struggling so hard right now.
I'm not in an actual episode yet. I just feel like I am heading that way. On a freight train to mars. Send me a postcard from Venus.  
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#9
May 05, 2017, 05:26 AM
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I'm sorry you're having a tough time. I feel that way sometimes. Mine is usually when I have too much anxiety, stress or I'm falling into depression. I feel like I'm losing my grip. You're not alone. I hope you start feeling better. Could just be stress but I'd keep an eye on it.
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#10
May 05, 2017, 05:29 AM
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Thanks for the kind words. Yeah I think it boils down to stress related symptoms. But stress , for me, is like a snowball going down the hill. If it keeps getting bigger and bigger it smashes me down. I just never know which way it will go. But I think I have enough experience now to keep an eye on it and move out of the way before it gets me!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#11
May 05, 2017, 06:05 AM
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I feel like a fish that's been washed ashore, is suffocating, and can't get back into the water by itself
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