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May 23, 2017, 08:33 PM
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on my life journey I have learned many things ... of course I have much more to learn ...
Today I am 100% complient ... and I expect ( plan ) to stay that way ... the constand tweeking of my meds has caused nothing but issues and not in a positive way ... my belief was that my "meds" were causing all my problems and if I got completely off them I would be better ... time after time I went thru this cycle ... I speak for no one but myself when I say enough already ... I feel better now than I have in a very long time (years) ... am I happy .. no .. am I issue free .. no ... do I feel complete as a man .. no ... as a father .. no ... as a husband .. no .. However ... other than short term memory loss ... constant flashbacks of memories from 30 years ago ... and a constant case of the "giggles" ... ( you know ... very slight hypo) ... I am content to be this way ... will it get better .. worst .. IDK ... but it will not be because of me messing with my meds ... it is not me giving up it is me becoming content ... for me that is enough ... it will be five years in Nov since my involuntary IP ... and I have hurt myself over and over the whole time ... enough is enough ... I would never try to tell another how to live there life ... but I really believe if you find that "working" cocktail ... being content and just accepting life as it is ... is not such a bad choice ... at least from my view 5 years down the road ... Of course as I set here listening to kpop ... I know I am crazy as hell ... but I am content to be that way ... with Love ... and Peace to all ... ( a contented .. Tigger. )  ps: sorry to anyone I have posted a strange or disjointed coment to ... not really all here .. but I am content to be that way ... it really is making a positive change in the way I see the world and my place in it ... I Love you Soonkyu .. |
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#2
May 23, 2017, 08:41 PM
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I'm glad you are well and content. I wish that for all of us. Peace, love and hugs.
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| Wild Coyote
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May 23, 2017, 09:13 PM
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Thank you for being such a great friend. I'm happy that you're doing so much better and you are content.
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May 24, 2017, 03:09 AM
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I'm glad you are feeling content. Sending much love (((wiretwister)))
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| Wild Coyote
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May 24, 2017, 12:54 PM
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Oh Wire................. I am so Thrilled that you are in many ways feeling better, You have searched for it a long time and deserve a good long stretch.
I also use the words Content... The word Happy to me just doesnt fit anyone MI or not. Over 7 Billion people on this spinning rock and everyone struggles to find there place and being "content" Good for you
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| jacky8807, wiretwister
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May 24, 2017, 12:59 PM
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I'm happy for you too tigger!
you guys make a good point. I am beginning to think "happy" is a fleeting feeling but wasn't meant to be sustainable. Evolution knew if we were all laying around being happy we would never get anything done lol content. content is good
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
| Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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| wiretwister, ~Christina
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May 24, 2017, 01:10 PM
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Content is peaceful. Peaceful is a dream to me right now. I have moments of happiness these days but that doesn't mean I'm content. The moment I'm content, someone comes along with a cattle prod to my azz to say "no, not for you" it's impossible to even be content when nobody will allow it. When the moment I smile, I get slapped upside the head for it. Oh, how I dream of being content. What a dream. I'm glad to hear it actually exists....I thought it was like an elusive pink unicorn, a fairytale little girls made up to escape the harsh realities of the real world.
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| Anonymous45023, jacky8807, unaluna, Wild Coyote, wiretwister
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May 24, 2017, 01:19 PM
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I hear you Elsa
feeling "peaceful" has never ever come to me easy either. I think what wirewister is saying is he is at ease with his life. mood swings will come and they will (hopefully go) but he is kind of using the buddhist thing of "total acceptance"
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
| Anonymous59125, Wild Coyote
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May 24, 2017, 05:45 PM
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Glad you can accept life as it comes, Tigger. Sure there will be bumps and sunny spots on the road, but it's the journey not the destination.
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May 24, 2017, 05:56 PM
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Thanks for sharing, I'm very happy to hear your feeling content, it's a good place to be....hugs
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