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#26
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I think if your husband thought he'd be better off without you he would have left you. You have an illness and you've had a really rough year or two with that illness. You need a pdoc who listens to you and who is really good at treating you and a therapist and time for your body to adjust to some set of meds that isn't toppled by a pdoc change (why they think changing things they don't like abruptly is beyond me). And you need time to heal. You've been through so much and your body has been through so much.
You just have a lot to handle. I'm glad the babysitter is going to help out for a while.
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Thanks rainbow! I've been so tired. I spent a lot of time in the hospital just sleeping.
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I think you definitely need to get a good therapist who can help you figure out why you self sabotage so much. The right Meds will definitely help but you need to figure out what's going on and how you can get better. Hopefully Iop will be helpful and get you on the right track.
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Hopefully IOP will help you and give you a good pdoc and T.
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Glad to hear you're in IOP. Hope it helps.
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Love to you my friend as you are going through this incredibly awful time. I wish for brighter days soon.
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Bipolar with psychotic tendencies, gad, schizotypal personality disorder
I take lamictal, gabapentin, haldol, sertraline, clonazepam, cogentin.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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