Again

I'm in the hospital again. This time because I fell asleep while on daughter duty and left a burner on before I fell asleep. And I took too much Cogentin the night before and was completely out of it the next day.This time husband is talking about moving to Kansas.

I wish I wasn't so ****ed up. This just sucks. I've been spending my time crying and sleeping.

I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time. I hope the hospital stay helps you feel better. I also hope you and your husband can work through this. I'm here if you want to talk. Thinking of you.

I'm so sorry. I know about messing up. So glad everything turned out safe. My thoughts are with you.

I hope things work out for you.

(((((( raspberrytorte ))))))


WC

Glad both you and your daughter are safe. Would you be moving with your husband?

I'm glad you are both safe. Why are you in the hospital because you fell asleep? I imagine more must have been going on than that. Are your meds too sedating? (((Hugs)))

I am so sorry that your dealing with so much I am glad your IP so youo can get the care you need from someone other that your jackasss Pdoc.

Can your husband keep your meds and only give you 2 days worth a time no way to overserve yourself in the future.

Are you and your husband both thinking of moving ?

This thread confuses me.

Why does it confuse you?

I don't follow what went on.

I fell asleep and left burners on while my husband was at work. Later in the day I told him I didn't feel right, and as a precaution my husband dragged me to the hospital. Then while at the hospital I called him and he talked about us separating again (because of the whole me sleeping and burners on while taking care of our daughter).

And the reason why that happened is because I've been so tired recently. I don't know what's wrong with me. And I took some extra Cogentin the night before so that probably had something to do with me being ****ed up.

Questions?

If you seperate, who looks after your daughter? When you are in the hospital, who cares for your daughter? Your husband doesn't sound very supportive. I'm so sorry all that happened....it must be so terrifying for you. You need some help, someone to look after you for awhile. I'm so sorry your husband is threatening separation at this time. This must be such a difficult time for you Raspberry. I'm so sorry for all you and your family have gone through. Mental illness feels like a curse. (((Hugs)))

Why did you take extra cogentin? Were you having side effects?

I'm sorry for all you're going through. You've been unstable for a long time. I hope it works out with your husband. And I hope they can find something to help you.

Sleepiness always happens when I'm depressed. Is there someone who can watch your daughter while you get treatment? I know it's a lot but have you thought of residential treatment? It might prevent you always going IP. I know it's a lot to ask for but look at your insurance to see if it's possible.

Sorry to hear you're so tired.

Hope you get the help you need.

I also don't get the extra cogentin. Was that an attempt to get FUBAR? Never heard of that with cogentin.

I also hope you find the hospital helpful and that your husband will be supportive. If however he needs some time apart, remember that's not the end of the world.

Hi raspberrytorte, I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I hope your hospital stay is helpful in some way.

didn't you recently add klonopin to the mix according to a recent post. that will do it
I'm not sure this needed a hospital but only you would know that. I'm sorry you are dealing with this ras

I'm sorry. I hope things work out for you and you find some peace. Hugs.

(((((raspberrytorte)))))

Sending hugs! I hope things get better for you soon!

Thanks everyone for the responses.

My husband gave me an ultimatum. If I ever put our daughter in danger again he's leaving and taking her with him.

I went to the hospital as a precaution because I was starting to feel weird again, like I do right before I become psychotic.

Cogentin was the only med available as my husband holds my meds and that one I had just picked picked up from the pharmacy. It feels good at high doses, but I guess I'm just weird.

Did they keep you at the hospital?

Your husband seems to think you have a choice in your illness. Do you know how many people have forgotten to turn off a burner who aren't mentally ill? Accidents happen. Your husband doesn't sound supportive. I'm upset on your behalf.

I'm back from the hospital now. I start IOP on thursday, so hopefully that helps me stay out of the hospital.

My husband is very supportive. We're not separating, but he told me that if I did anything else that puts my daughter in danger, he's leaving me for sure. Right now he doesn't want me to be alone with her, so our babysitter is taking care of her for now when my husband is at work.

I feel like I always do things to sabatoge my life! It's like I can't stop! I hate myself for it. I wish I was dead. They'd be better of without me and my ****.