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I literally have nothing and I'm nothing. I'm a nobody. I am nothing. Why am I even here.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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I'm sorry you feel this way right now. Is there anyone in RL you can talk to? You're not a nobody or nothing, not to the people who love you.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Nope I have no one. I tried talking to my husband earlier about some things and that just made me feel worse. I'm pretty sure he regrets marrying me.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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Do you have a doctor appointment coming up?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Well he did say that he wished he'd known how I was before marrying me.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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May I suggest that you see your pdoc again and maybe get on meds again. It sounds like you could use some help.
Do you have a therapist to talk to? Maybe you guys need some couples counseling? Do you have any siblings? are your parents still living? sorry you are having a hard time right now. (((((HUGS)))) post here all you want. bizi
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That's a lousy thing for him to say. I'm sorry he said that! How long were you guys dating before you got married? Did you have depression issues before you got married?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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6 months and I was manic/hypo for most of the first year of our relationship.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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Can you get state insurance?
In my state you can apply and get insurance through the state. That's what I have right now. It pays for everything, except that meds are a dollar each. You should look into it. It's really helped me a lot. I don't know what I would do without it.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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perhaps there is a charity hospital or clinic that operates on a sliding scale?
We are a small town 200K and we have that plus we are in the south. Some of the churches offer counseling services. What about medicaid? ((((HUGS))))) bizi
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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Please keep a journal so when you do see someone they can help. We're here for you and are glad you're here.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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I found this place called C3369 the lady said I could come by and fill out a paper to see if I qualify for some help and I would have to do an assessment which I'm afraid of because I'm afraid of being hospitalized. I can't afford that. Ive been having SI but it's usually triggered by something. It's different than being (trigger) depressed and suicidal. I honestly don't know if I'm depressed or not. I just hate feeling this way.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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please go and apply.
(((HUGS)))) bizi
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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Do whatever you need to do to get better. They may have a program instead of IP.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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You're saying you can't get help because you have no money. Then you say you can't get help because the place that might help you isn't going to do the right thing, although you haven't even applied.
Do you really want help?
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement. ![]() |
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Yes I am trying to get help. I just learned of this place. I called yesterday to see what they offer for people with no insurance and the lady said I have to come in and fill out a paper and do an assessment to see if I can qualify for any kind of help paying. I'm going to do that. I didn't know about this place before and I can't afford insurance don't have insurance. I really do hope that I can get help from this place.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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Good luck with this new place I hope they can help!
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Good luck, hopefully they can help you out.
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement. ![]() |
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Let us know how it goes.
good luck! You deserve a break. ((((((HUGS))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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I hope you can get financial help.
My husband married me during a serious manic episode. I was hypersexual and very charming. I probably looked pretty attractive in those days. The good news is that we have stayed married 31 years. There have been a lot of bipolar ups and downs during that time. My husband just educated himself on the illness and goes with the flow. I know I am incredibly lucky. Try to get the energy together to keep looking for help. My gut tells me there is something out there if you can find it.
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Hang in there man. Keep fighting, cuz no one can fight it for you.
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Thanks! And you are right, I just want to be happy. But it's so hard.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood. Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone ![]() ![]() |
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