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i think am in an manic state i keep going from one thing to another eg eating disorder saying am going veggie ... then wanting to be vegan and then wanting to eat clean food am also been cleaning everything i know this sound like OCD i feel elated but volatile aggressive
on top of that i keep want to self injure as i feel it will calm me down av taken my medication plus 2 50mg of my prns my husband wants me to go to bed soon but i feel awake and wanting to stay up all night got church in the morning and my friends will be there and i dont want to be like this around others dont want to snap at people but i feel that i cant calm down
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It does sound like mania. I'm sorry you're suffering so. I hope you come down soon. Do you have a pdoc you can contact? That would be a good idea on Monday.
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was in bed but didn't sleep much been waking up every so often and tell my husband i can smell burning he said it was the garlic chicken he has for dinner ( hours ago but it still smells ) am fully awake now had breakfast and wanting to pull the kettle on for a cup of tea ...listening to Japaneses music k pop radio with the volume low so i dont wake up my husband again he kinda pissed that am up at nearly 6 am but i cant just lay there
my p doc dont give her number out and the crisis team normally tell me to have a milky drink and try and go to bed which is pointless as am too manic to sleep or they tell me to take more of my prns am also worried about weight gain ( eating disorder ) with the meds going to try and keep myself busy but quiet
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