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Nov 13, 2017, 07:40 PM
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Really really really really REALLY do not want to go to the hospital, especially knowing they'll admit me and it wont be voluntary. Chances are Ill wake up fine tomorrow anyways, but tonight has been really rough. There are so many things I want to do to myself and I'm trying not to and I'm fighting with everybody and I don't know what's wrong with me. My mom said I'm acting like a 2 year old and my head keeps going "I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die...." and it wont stop. I hate myself. I hate everything. I just want it to stop.
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Nov 13, 2017, 07:43 PM
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Nov 13, 2017, 07:48 PM
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Perhaps it'll be helpful to add onto to your "I want to die" thought process? So instead, try thinking, "I want to die, but I'll probably be okay tomorrow, I want die, but I'll probably be okay tomorrow," and then just try focusing on the "I'll be okay tomorrow," part. I know it's rough, been there myself, but I like to admit that it's okay to feel like you want to die, but I also know that on most occasions I really will feel differently tomorrow. That's sort of the blessing that comes with being bipolar: your thoughts and feelings really won't stay like that forever. /hugs/ Hang in there!
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Nov 13, 2017, 07:50 PM
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I’m so sorry that things are rough I can understand not wanting to go to the hospital but if you feel like you are in real danger you need to get yourself there.
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Nov 13, 2017, 07:50 PM
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If you don't feel safe, you need help. It's ok to ask for that help. Please take care. Hugs.
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Nov 13, 2017, 07:59 PM
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If you don't trust yourself its time to go. If you choose not to go do you have any prn's to help get you through?
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Nov 14, 2017, 07:07 AM
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I made it to the morning and have calmed down a lot. I still wouldn't call myself safe but I have therapy and group today. I'm gonna have to figure out how to tell them I'm suffering but don't need to be locked up.
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Nov 14, 2017, 10:45 AM
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I'm the LAST person to give advice, but I only recently had a revelation that it's NOT that I want to DIE, it's that I want the pain to stop NOW. When I thought of it that way, I knew that there were other options. Just my experience. Hope it matters.
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