Begging for help

Hi elsa,
let us know what is happening.
you are loved.
know that.
(((((HUGS and love )))))))
bizi

WC and Bizi, thank you so, so much. I’m struggling pretty hard but I’m watching my parents dogs who love to snuggle so I’m managing at the moment. I’m hoping to avoid the hospital but not sure what the future will bring. I hold out a sliver of hope that whatever is for the best will happen. I wish I could sleep......I’m so tired but the anxiety just won’t let me. I wonder if the ER could give me sleeping pills .....just a couple days worth so I don’t get much worse. I will keep you posted. Thank you for the comforting words......they mean more to me than you know. I’m grateful. ����

(((((( Elsa Mars ))))))

May you feel Love surround you.


WC

Just saw this thread, Elsa...
Were you able to get sleep?
(I'm glad you have the snuggly dogs to dogsit. Lovey dogs are the BEST! )
I hope you start feeling better soon, so am sending lots of good thoughts your way. Please stay safe, you are cared for very much.

I’m sorry you are having such a tough time. How are you doing today?

Good Morning EM

Hope you were able to get some sleep. Thinking of you and Sending big hugs. I'm sorry for all your going through

Elsa I’m osorry you are going through a tough time. Please keep posting we are listening.

Thank you guys.....I did sleep.....it doesn’t feel like enough ugh but I’m grateful I got some. I appreciate the well wishes

Today is a new day. I hope it is a better one for you!

Lots of Love,
WC

Thank you WC. I hope you have a good day also. I’m struggling a bit since waking but the day is not over. I’m in a lot of pain and just want to find a way to end it and do something. I’m frozen in sickness and anxiety. Can’t eat and dealing with stomach issues as I have forgotten my med which helps due to battling the anxiety. It’s hard but I have a sliver of hope.......so much I need to get done. Soooo much I don’t know where to start. Just all feels like too much to bear.

Elsa, do you have a dog of your own?
A therapy dog might really be of comfort to you. One of jeffs colleagues got one and has had her for the past 6 months and she has changed her world. LOVES her.
thinking of you today.
(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Elsa, hang onto that sliver of hope. I’m glad you got a little sleep and hopefully tonight you’ll sleep a bit longer and a bit better. All those things to get done can wait for now. Just focus on yourself, healing and your hope. You are so caring about others and now is the time that we can show you that we care and that you matter. Sending big hugs your way

Thinking of you, Elsa.

Hi Bizi.....I have 3 dogs I struggle to take care of. I do my best and they get lots of love but often get jealous when I pay attention to one or if one comforts me the others bark. I don’t know how I’d survive without them though.....but one pee’s in the house which is stressful. My parents dogs are in an environment they are not used to so stick close to me which has been nice. I think they are happy. They are very loving but they pee on everything so some stress. I have to take the good with the bad cause that is what life is.

Thank you for listening guys. I hope I have offered as much support to others as has been shown to me on this thread. I don’t have much to offer I’m afraid.....I want to have more to offer.....maybe someday.

I’m trying to take care of myself and my needs but it feels like I’m not allowed. I don’t know what to do. I keep coming up with ideas but it seems so impossible.

Elsa - you do offer a lot. You’ve helped me through some really tough times with your kindness and your hugs and I appreciate you. I hope you feel better soon.

I’m glad to hear that Jennifer. I hope you are doing well.

I’m doing well, thank you. I hope you get to feeling better soon.

As you know, I am usually hanging on with a "sliver of hope," too.

I also often feel overwhelmed by all I feel I need to get done and am not getting done. Yet, I find I can only survive if I keep taking life one moment at a time. I cannot dwell on yesterday or tomorrow or I get overwhelmed. Each day is enough to deal with within its own Present Moment time.

Life is a huge challenge, for sure. You deserve a lot of credit for all you deal with, Elsa.

Please be extra kind to the person we all care about so much -- you!

You have my Love, my admiration and my gratitude.


WC

Thank you Jennifer and WC. Your words mean so much. I care very much for you also. Keep hanging on to that sliver and I will try to do the same.

Been thinking of you Elsa, how have you been?

Hanging on. Hurting bad in many ways. Thank you for checking in, it means a lot. (((Hugs)))

Hello EM I have been sending positive thoughts your way.
I hope you are feeling a little better.

Happy thanksgiving elsa,
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

HAPPY THANKSGIVING, ELSA!!!

Thinking of you!

WC