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#1
Nov 28, 2017, 07:44 PM
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Its been 15 weeks and it still has me in a rage like day 1..
I think the only way its ever going to lift is when I move back home.. We are able to break our rental lease early. I want to move back right after the Holidays ..... Husband want to wait til Feb or March .. Ugh Ugh no no no. This situation keeps me in nightmares every. single. night. Sorry to rant about this I have tried for weeks to shut up but its like a ever erupting lava flow.
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#2
Nov 28, 2017, 07:49 PM
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I’m so glad you can move back home earlier than expected! I really, truly hope it helps even a little bit. If I had had to stay in the apartment where my husband died, I don’t know what I would have done. I didn’t set foot back in there.
You have my full support to come here and rage.
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#3
Nov 28, 2017, 08:17 PM
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If you can't vent here, where can you? Of COURSE you can let 'er rip, anytime you want to, and we'll listen. ((((HUGS))))
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#4
Nov 28, 2017, 08:20 PM
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Rage away. Glad your able to break the lease early. It will do you good to get out of there.
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#5
Nov 28, 2017, 08:37 PM
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You need to go home!!!!!!!!!!
i love you
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#6
Nov 28, 2017, 08:45 PM
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That's good news! Not much longer and you get to go home!
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#7
Nov 28, 2017, 09:01 PM
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I know you can’t wait. I’m happy for you too. I think it will make a world of difference.
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#8
Nov 28, 2017, 11:05 PM
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(((((HUGS)))))
bizi
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#9
Nov 28, 2017, 11:51 PM
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Please vent away l...big hugs!! I can't even imagine what your dealing with. Please let is help you in any way we can
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Nov 29, 2017, 02:53 PM
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15 weeks is a long time to feel the way you have been feeling. You must be exhausted. I hope you can heal from this soon...big hugs.
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Nov 29, 2017, 03:40 PM
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(((((((((Christina)))))))))
I'm SO glad you can break your lease and go home!!  It's an awful thing being stuck somewhere that's feeding a terrible state of being (also incidently speaking from experience, though much different from yours). May even the knowledge of leaving on the near horizon give you some sense of peace. You are so strong, and I believe you are right in thinking the move will help you in overcoming this terrible chapter.  .As tor venting, BipolaRNurse said it well -- if not here, where? Vent away. 
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#12
Nov 29, 2017, 03:43 PM
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Hugs Christina
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Nov 29, 2017, 04:03 PM
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Im actually mad at myself a bit ... I "know" I cant just get it over it right away , but I should be able to set some of it aside... out of the past week I have gotten maybe a total of 15 hours of sleep..... Despite Ambein, I might as well take a Tic Tac ... Meh !
Thank you all for your continued support it means so much
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Nov 29, 2017, 04:28 PM
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  (((((( Christina ))))))
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Nov 29, 2017, 09:05 PM
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#16
Nov 30, 2017, 12:28 PM
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I dont think the med change will really help...
I just want back on my Latuda and Doxipin as they were once a day and prior to being put in the situational hell it worked well for my Bipolar. I cant take Doxipin with Geodon as it has the whole long Qt issue. Im annoyed having to take meds more than once a day... Geodon has me "having" to eat twice a day which I do not want to "have" to do ( history of anorexia, Dont need that to start again) ... I usually only eat once a day, dinner. Honesty if I could bring her back from the dead I would kill her my damn self ! Hense my rage  Ugh
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Nov 30, 2017, 01:43 PM
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I'm so sorry.
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Nov 30, 2017, 01:51 PM
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I have to eat with my meds too. But I just take my whole dose at night. I absolutely can not eat in the morning.
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Nov 30, 2017, 06:00 PM
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Nov 30, 2017, 09:17 PM
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#21
Dec 02, 2017, 04:08 PM
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I just got the best gift in the whole world !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Our land lords ( they are great people) came over and they are planning to sell the house so ........ WE ARE MOVING BACK HOME in January !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I am so freaking happy right now
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#22
Dec 02, 2017, 04:15 PM
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Glad you are happy
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#23
Dec 02, 2017, 04:27 PM
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What a great thing to hear
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Dec 02, 2017, 04:29 PM
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Oh, that's great news!
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