[Naynay99]

I am trying not to take it personally, but why does it seem like whenever I am having a rough time, God or the universe or whoever decides to fuuck with me just for fun. It's like someone up there is holding a magnifying glass over me trying to light me on fire!!!

I know it's irrational thinking but it just feels sometimes like the entire world is not on my side. I'm trying not to freak the fuuck out at the moment. My parents are coming up to visit starting on Wednesday and I still have the whole house to finish cleaning and get ready.

I started working on laundry today bc I have lots of loads and can't really clean until it's done and put away. I was actually feeling good about my small accomplishment. And then it all turned to shiit. In the midldle of a load, the wAsher decides to die. The water won't drain. I have a pile of sopping wet clothes now sitting in the tub that I took out of the washing machine. It's too wet to put in the dryer. Really??? You have got to be fuucking kidding me?!

I rent my place but my landlord is like 90+ and lives in another state, so I'm kind of on my own when something breaks. Last time I needed to call a plumber he just had me take the cost off the rent that month. But that means I need to find a solution to this myself. I googled it and tried to fix it but that was a bust. So I called sears service dept and they are coming tomorrow. So I have to take a 1/2 day off of work to be there, sometime bet 1 and 5 pm...

To be honest I want to just give up now. Climb into bed and stay there for good. I don't think I'm mentally equipped to deal with any more surprises. I just wish it wasn't always me versus the universe. It would be nice to actually have somebody else there on my side for once. I'm so tired.

[wildflowerchild25]

I know the feeling of everything that can go wrong will. I remember thinking it was penance for how I behaved when I was a teenager. If that’s true then I have penance to do for how I behaved from 2012-2015 as well. I hope you get your laundry situation sorted out and that nothing else goes wrong for you.

[Naynay99]

So the repair man just left, Supposedly it was just a sock caught inside the hose. Yah!
So he leaves and I put in the damp clothes sitting in the tub from Yesterday and the washer fills all the way up and then the floor starts flooding.
You have got to be fuucking kidding me!!!!
I am so done. Nothing ever works out or is easy. I actually felt like After he left that maybe things were starting to look up. Who was I kidding. Things only ever get worse.
I give up.

[99fairies]

I feel you. For the last couple of months it seems like everything that could go wrong, goes wrong. I need a ****ing break from all this ****!

[Bklynite53]

Originally Posted by Naynay99

So the repair man just left, Supposedly it was just a sock caught inside the hose. Yah!
So he leaves and I put in the damp clothes sitting in the tub from Yesterday and the washer fills all the way up and then the floor starts flooding.
You have got to be fuucking kidding me!!!!
I am so done. Nothing ever works out or is easy. I actually felt like After he left that maybe things were starting to look up. Who was I kidding. Things only ever get worse.
I give up.

I hear you on that one. its like a conspiracy to make me feel miserable. Lets not let them get us. My joy comes from seeing my 5 and 6 year old grand children. they live with me and that is about the only thing that keeps me going . there must be something that you can focus on to bring at least a little joy to yourself. good luck

[Tucson]

I had this feeling in the past too. I thought the world has been against me. One problem after another came to me. They all ended up being very serious. This seems so unfair. All of this has taken place over the past few months for me. So I can understand your frustration. I do wish you well for I do believe all of your current problems will come to pass. Hang in there! I know this is hard to do right now. I know you can do it.

Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25

I know the feeling of everything that can go wrong will. I remember thinking it was penance for how I behaved when I was a teenager. If that’s true then I have penance to do for how I behaved from 2012-2015 as well. I hope you get your laundry situation sorted out and that nothing else goes wrong for you.

You don’t need to do penance for anything.