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Jan 09, 2018, 04:19 PM
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It felt so good to see my t again. I had t seen him since December 19 before ip stay. I had a ton to process: the suicidal feelings, faking my stability to family and the ip stay. Oh and that I broke it off with my boyfriend of a year on Saturday night.
He's still concerned about me but glad it's down to just a mellow depression now. I'm still struggling with the thought and stress of work. My blood pressure was as high as 152/101 in ip. He has me working on separating work and home. Easier said than done but I'm trying. Idk how he does it. I'd be worried All the time if I dealt with people like me. He said he does still wanna try EMDR with me but not til I've been stable for a bit of time. He said he thinks I will feel better if we can do EMDR. Lots of thoughts swirling in my head lately. I'm so thankful for a great T. He's been so patient and kind. Same with my Pdoc! I just wish they agreed on my diagnosis lol I don't know what to tell people when they ask what mine is.
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Jan 09, 2018, 06:23 PM
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I'm glad you saw him and he's looking towards you feeling better soon.
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Jan 09, 2018, 07:32 PM
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thanks for checking in. I look each day to see how you are doing.
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Jan 09, 2018, 07:40 PM
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I'm already freaking out about going back to work so I took an Ativan. Here's to hoping I make it going back.
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Jan 10, 2018, 04:33 PM
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Survived going back
To work. Feeling overwhelmed
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Jan 10, 2018, 07:20 PM
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I was going through a similar thing with faking that I was okay, when I was actually super depressed. Finally got admitted to IP, made some med changes and now I'm feeling better. I'm due for an appointment with my therapist tomorrow but my car won't act right so we're working together to figure out how to get me up there. I'm hopeful it will be a good session! I was given Ativan in IP but they won't give it to me again until I see my pdoc on the 22nd so my anxiety is giving me hell but I'll manage somehow. I hope you're anxiety eases up and try to take is easy as much as possible. Baby steps is what I'm doing, a little everyday until I'm back to at least 80% better.
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Jan 10, 2018, 08:40 PM
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