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Old Apr 25, 2018, 09:06 AM
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I have been under a lot of stress lately.

Got up this morning to take my heart meds and noticed I hadn't taken anything for Tuesday and Wednesday-- I thought today was Thursday.

So I took my meds for today (Wednesday) but have zero recollection of Tuesday. Nothing stands out for me. I have an alarm on my phone for pill times so I don't forget, but can't remember it going off, or shutting it off.

I don't know if it is the stress/anxiety, the xanax, or the depressive cycle. Frankly, the stress I am experiencing is really too much. My eye won't stop twitching/spasming. There is no end in sight. The one private pdoc is booking new appointments in December.

Grrrr.
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 12:18 PM
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I don’t think Xanax would cause you to lose time. Intense stress can do weird things to our brains. We get absent minded, lose focus, etc.

Is there anything you can do to release the stress? Get some kind of help if you are overloaded with work or home issues? or treat yourself to a “me” day. I don’t know what is causing your stress, but I hope it doesn’t last too long.
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 12:43 PM
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I don’t think Xanax would cause you to lose time. Intense stress can do weird things to our brains. We get absent minded, lose focus, etc.

Is there anything you can do to release the stress? Get some kind of help if you are overloaded with work or home issues? or treat yourself to a “me” day. I don’t know what is causing your stress, but I hope it doesn’t last too long.
I've been trying to get help now for over 10 years. Get back on meds, try ECT, whatever works, or can work. Just, so hard when I am depressed, and the people i've dealt with haven't taken the issue seriously for whatever reason. When it comes time for me to follow through, I have cycled and disappear for 3-6mths.

Really trying this time. I feel like I could lose. I don't like that. I want help and the lists are too long. Just tired I guess.
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 01:11 PM
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Sounds exhausting
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 01:25 PM
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Did you take anything like a sleeping pill? That would have caused you to "lose a day"? That's the only time I've lost a day and I was diagnosed previously with extreme stress. Thankfully not so much anymore my mind broke kind of dulled out my stress level.
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 01:45 PM
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I don’t think Xanax would cause you to lose time. Intense stress can do weird things to our brains. We get absent minded, lose focus, etc.

Is there anything you can do to release the stress? Get some kind of help if you are overloaded with work or home issues? or treat yourself to a “me” day. I don’t know what is causing your stress, but I hope it doesn’t last too long.
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Did you take anything like a sleeping pill? That would have caused you to "lose a day"? That's the only time I've lost a day and I was diagnosed previously with extreme stress. Thankfully not so much anymore my mind broke kind of dulled out my stress level.
Nope. Just Xanax to help sleep and keep the jitters and aversions at bay. Don't take any other physcoactive meds. Just been using Xanax to help with the anxiety and take the edge off hypos.
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