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Aug 28, 2018, 07:59 PM
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I've been reflecting on choices I made in life. It's depressing me because i am so off course. It's not recoverable. I can't go back in time and make good decisions. I just am feeling like my life is in ruins. I never married the one, in fact think I blew him off inadvertently because of my own insecurities. I've prayed for God to help me, he heard my prayers but I really think I'm beyond help. Just so sad.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.  Daughter: 20  Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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Aug 29, 2018, 12:38 AM
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I am sorry you are having a rough time.
We are here for you.  WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. 
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Aug 29, 2018, 11:11 AM
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I'm very depressed too. It sucks so much. And yeah, I made wrong life choices I can't go back and undo 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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Aug 29, 2018, 12:19 PM
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I understand completely. The guilt over my decisions compounds the depression.
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"I am here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand. Henceforth will I apply ALL my efforts to become the highest mountain of all and I will strain my potential until it cries for mercy" - Og Mandino |
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Aug 29, 2018, 05:39 PM
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Yeah I know how you feel, it sucks. You basically spend the rest of your life trying to make up for your mistakes.
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Aug 29, 2018, 10:48 PM
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There's no making up. I was hit on when I was 19 by an nfl player. I was walking by there practice. I don't know which one a lineman I think. I was on my way to see a crush he hooted at me, someone said leave my number I didn't find a pen and felt dumb I had turned to make sure they were talking to me. They joked about it. I didn't do it. My first husband was black my mom used to say should brought home an nfl player if you were bringing home a black guy. And I could have. But my insecurities got the best of me. What if he was the one? I never met the one, but my mom has said nfl often to me, has talked about how she knew I'd marry a black guy. I just screwed up.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P. Daughter: 20 Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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