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Old Mar 10, 2019, 08:45 PM
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Yep that’s right suck day

Not a single gawd damn thing has gone right since I got out of bed at 340pm

I was washing loads of laundry and lifted the lid and it shut off the water that I wasn’t aware of ? Hense going to throw the next load in !!? No effing way.

I got a hair cut “ just the slight edges off “ please”? it’s now 2 effing inches shorter , gawd damn idiot she’s lucky I didn’t slap her face off

I took a shower and almost fell , my back is jacked up.

Wanted to split a large box of rice mix in half as it was all they had , I dunno how it’s going to work out now rice on the counter and on the floor ,.

Oh and the chicken I put in the oven half an hour ago I forgot to hit the on button. This was after slinging pans tying to find the right one.

My husband I think is actually worried and or scared of me

FML
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 08:50 PM
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Yep that’s right suck day

Not a single gawd damn thing has gone right since I got out of bed at 340pm

I was washing loads of laundry and lifted the lid and it shut off the water that I wasn’t aware of ? Hense going to throw the next load in !!? No effing way.

I got a hair cut “ just the slight edges off “ please”? it’s now 2 effing inches shorter , gawd damn idiot she’s lucky I didn’t slap her face off

I took a shower and almost fell , my back is jacked up.

Wanted to split a large box of rice mix in half as it was all they had , I dunno how it’s going to work out now rice on the counter and on the floor ,.

Oh and the chicken I put in the oven half an hour ago I forgot to hit the on button. This was after slinging pans tying to find the right one.

My husband I think is actually worried and or scared of me

FML
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 09:04 PM
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Sorry this gave me the giggles. Can’t help it in my current state. I genuinely hope you have a better day tomorrow.
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 09:06 PM
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Take a deep breath.....you can get though this. Use your tool box........then let go of a primal scream!
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 09:11 PM
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I hope tomorrow will be a better day.
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 10:03 PM
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Look on the bright side, you probably look like Katy Perry now. . Plus, the chicken is thankful.
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 10:26 PM
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at least its the shortest day of the year in most states, only 23 hours!
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Old Mar 10, 2019, 11:23 PM
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Oh I have had many days like that....when I just want to stay in bed but can't
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 01:00 AM
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Man! I would've ended the day with the obligatory fall on the floor, cradle into a ball, and scream - then weep. Some days just should not exist. I hope tomorrow you bounce back and no more crazy s*** happens.
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 01:39 AM
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As a nurse, I once destroyed a patient room within 5 minutes.

First thing I did was trip over a patient's catheter. Didn't rip it out, thank goodness, but it stung a little and I felt terrible. The other patient asked for a custard, which I promptly dumped in her lap, necessitating a gown and bed change I didn't really have time for. Then I opened up the cabinet in the room which kept all our supplies, and about a hundred little med cups fell out on my head. So I'm down there picking up the damned things, forgot the cabinet door was open when I went to stand up and split my head open on the corner of it, sprawling on the floor in the process.

At this point I look up and there are both patients, peering over the room sink and asking if I'm OK. And I'M supposed to be taking care of THEM.
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 01:51 AM
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I'm sorry you had such a terrible day yesterday; I hope today goes much better for you. Sending you many gentle hugs

I've also had days where it feels like nothing went right or is going right.
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 04:36 AM
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I can’t even fall asleep to get this hellish Effin day over with , just took another 2 Xanax , my bed is just making me hurt more

%^*>]*+==£%~\ ‘!

If tomorrow isn’t better I can’t imagine screaming more than I have already today.

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Old Mar 11, 2019, 09:06 AM
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Maybe go take a walk in the woods & keep an eye out for downed trees (not to trip over) nature always gives my life fresh perspective.
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 09:09 AM
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I hope you're feeling better today. Hopefully it was just one of those days, and it's passed.
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 09:22 AM
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I’m sorry you had such an awful day. I hope today is much better for you.
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 10:41 AM
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Oh man! I sure hope today is MUCH better!!
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Old Mar 11, 2019, 01:30 PM
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This far Suckage continues

Fell asleep after 6 am finally , dogs just Had to go out at 1O

My T must be psychic he texted me today just to check on me which is odd , he seldom does it out of the blue .... only only if I call him which I did not. So there’s that. And that’s my calling maybe 4 times over 8 years.

I have come to the acceptance that all my physical problems have left me very weak, frozen shoulder isn’t helping , I have trouble getting in and out of bed or go from sitting to standing. I need to do something about it.

Walking is probably the best way to start. My driveway is long and steep and is made from churt so messy when it rains. You city folk doesn’t realize we don’t have cement driveways, it’s 1/4 mile to My box.

Maybe things will improve ? Yeah I’ll hold my breath on that
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Old Mar 12, 2019, 07:31 AM
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wow that is a long driveway.
I am a city gal and my drive way is 50 feet long if that.
I hope you have a better day today.
This morning, bipolarnurse that story put a smile on my face.
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Old Mar 12, 2019, 12:28 PM
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Soafter asking the pdoc if there was a smaller dose of Xanax (which there is and she gives me that vacant stare and nada), In fear of having her “help” me with a major med change,I take a Xanax and I run into some bushes and hit a sign that knocks off my side mirror—-$300. And my friend w ptsd went back to Iraq—
YELLING- ALL TOGETHER NOW—BUMMER!!!!
OK,its time for some serious feelgood experiences! Facials, massage, ice cream cones, seeing my gigantic ex football tackle buddy at the pool (never grumpy), my bff w the bipolar son who totally gets me. More, more, I should get my sparkly 4” heels out, just make sure not to break my ankle. I can cook dinner in them! You too Cristina, lets hear your list. Maybe I can do them too.
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Old Mar 12, 2019, 12:56 PM
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This far Suckage continues

Walking is probably the best way to start. My driveway is long and steep and is made from churt so messy when it rains. You city folk doesn’t realize we don’t have cement driveways, it’s 1/4 mile to My box.

Maybe things will improve ? Yeah I’ll hold my breath on that
I had to google it - learned a new word! Thanks! - so some good came out of it. You increased the level of knowledge in the world. When was the last time that happened, these days?
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Old Mar 12, 2019, 01:28 PM
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I hope your suck day doesn't turn into a suck week! Keep positive!
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Old Mar 12, 2019, 01:36 PM
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Rooting for you!! Suckitude be gone!!

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Old Mar 12, 2019, 07:10 PM
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Total I’m just blank minded in regards to myself ... I guess some things went wrong but why should I care much ?

Apathy at its best !?

I’ll go around giving out good advice even tho I can’t use it myself , go figure.
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Old Mar 12, 2019, 07:22 PM
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Christina I am really sorry you are having a tough time. Hope things look up very quickly!
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