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Old Jun 30, 2019, 01:12 PM
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All I want to do is sleep all day. The depression is settling in.

Reading is difficult. I can't remember what I've read.

I fear leaving the apartment. I don't feel safe.

I don't see the point anymore in living.

I can't tell whether or not I'm safe.

Starting to sense the Entity.

I feel like my end is coming soon.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 01:18 PM
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Please, do you have anyone you can contact?
Or go to the hospital?

Please stay safe- I understand how consuming it is, hang in there or better: make sure someone can help you hang in there.

I feel for you
Hope you get better soon, it’s exhausting being in that state
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 01:20 PM
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Not good, need to go to the hospital!!
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 01:54 PM
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I am glad you are checking in.

So when you start to sense the entity, you are usually quickly in trouble.

Can you reach your pdoc today for a possible med adjustment?

Do you feel you need hospitalization at this time?

Is your significant other around and able to assist you?

Please stay safe!

Keep checking in.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 01:57 PM
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Sounds like you need to reach out for some help. Please do that.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 02:07 PM
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Yes, I agree with all the others, franz kafka Call your doctor or contact an hospital. You can even try to call an hotline if you're feeling suicidal. Anything to keep you safe. Please stay safe. Keep in touch with us if you can and want to and let us know what you decide to do. Please hang in there. There's nothing wrong with asking for some help. Just STAY SAFE, ok? You deserve a much, much better life, but of course you need to be alive to live it. Please hang on to that. It will get easier. Your suffering won't last forever. I'm sure of that. Just focus on yourself and your own health. Stay safe and get well soon. Just ask for help. We're here for you. Just stay safe and ask for help! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, franz kafka, and to ALL the people you love and who love you! Please DO stay safe!
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 02:51 PM
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You need help. I know it’s hard but try to reach out to your support team or go to the hospital. This is more than you can safely handle. Stay safe and keep us posted.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 05:14 PM
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I am going to email pdoc to see if he wants to do a med adjustment. I am also considering IOP. Thanks all for the responses.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 05:16 PM
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I'm really glad you're going to tell your pdoc how you're feeling. IOP sounds like a good option. I hope you can do it.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 05:29 PM
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I am going to email pdoc to see if he wants to do a med adjustment. I am also considering IOP. Thanks all for the responses.
That all sounds like a good plan. This is the third time in a month or so you've needed to consider help, so maybe something more than just a med adjustment is necessary to help get you back in balance. I wish you all the best. I know it has been a difficult couple of weeks for you. Hang in there.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 06:17 PM
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I don't want to be alive anymore.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 06:22 PM
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I don't want to be alive anymore.
I think it's time to call the psych emergency services- even to just chat with someone. And I think you should get checked out anyway.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 06:31 PM
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I think it's time to call the psych emergency services- even to just chat with someone. And I think you should get checked out anyway.
I'm waiting to connect with a hotline chat.
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 06:37 PM
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I'm waiting to connect with a hotline chat.
Good! Keep us updated as best you can. We care about you!
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Old Jun 30, 2019, 07:34 PM
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How is it going?

It does seem like it is time for you to either talk with pdoc and/or go to the hospital.

Please do let us know how you are doing?

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Old Jul 01, 2019, 07:57 AM
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Just checking in to see how you are. I hope you found your way to getting the help you need.
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Old Jul 01, 2019, 03:27 PM
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Pdoc bumped my clozapine up to 400mg. I hope this helps! I met with tdoc today and she didn't think I needed hospital.
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Old Jul 01, 2019, 04:54 PM
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Pdoc bumped my clozapine up to 400mg. I hope this helps! I met with tdoc today and she didn't think I needed hospital.
I am so glad you were able to get with both your pdoc and your tdoc!
I hope you are feeling much better soon!
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Old Jul 02, 2019, 03:29 PM
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I don't want to exist anymore. Trying hard to avoid buying SH instruments.
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Old Jul 02, 2019, 04:26 PM
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Please don't harm yourself. It seems like you might need some help quickly. Can you call your therapist or pdoc? Or go to an ED if you really feel like you're not safe?
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