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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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![]() bizi, ~Christina
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#202
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You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope Friday gets here quickly and you have a smooth trip home.
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Am also hoping that you get home safe and sound.
Does your hubby know how much this effected you? bizi
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I think he has an idea , he said after I came out of the bedroom after my call with my T and I was getting over crying he said “ are you really that bad” I said yes... I feel like I’m holding him back even tho he is plagued with health problems also. I just can’t help how trips longer than 10 days away effect my stability and just whatever the hell is wrong with me over all, I just feel so ill all the time. I just need tomorrow to go very fast. Just walking the dogs out to do there business totally wears me out to extreme ! It’s just stupid !! How are you feeling Bizi ?
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I am doing better, thanks ((((HUGS)))
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Ok so tomorrow we are heading home !!!!! Freaking yay!
Later tonight we plan to pull out clothes for tomorrow and pack everything except last minute stuff and oxygen concentrator.. I have been gone long enough from home ! I feel like I hold my husband back or make life more difficult for him when we make these trips , I have offered last couple times to stay home but that really really upsets him and then he says he’s not leaving me alone. Ugh I can’t help that I can’t help how trips more than a week effect me.
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#207
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Glad you’re going home soon. It must be a huge relief even right now, just knowing it’s all going to be over soon.
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So do you have an appointment with t for next week?
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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I’m
So happy you’re Going home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Watch a ton of tucker videos before you leave Before You’re back to data limits.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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No I don’t an appt until Sept 11th.... my T is down to 3 days a week and literally never has anyone cancel. If anything were to pop up he will call me. He still plans to call me each week and he always reminds forcefully me that I have his cell, email and Blog where I can reach him.
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I have watched them all daily since I left. It’s nice to not have to deal with freaking buffering!
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Buffering irritates the hell out of me. It shouldn’t exist anymore!
I remember being tortured during the AOL dialup days... where EVERYTHING had to buffer. All I wanted to do was play my damn Neopets... I had to feed them everyday or they’d starve... and it took like 2 mins to load a page. Little 7 year old me was afraid they were gonna die if the damn page didn’t load fast enough. ![]() |
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Buffering grrrrrrrrrr
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Yipppeeee! Going home day!! I'm so glad for you!!!!
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Have a safe trip home!
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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I'm visualizing you halfway home!
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#217
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Christina, this is the type of time I'd be cranking up John Denver's "Take Me Home, Country Road" and just substituting whichever state is your home, if not West Virginia.
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Less than 4 hours from home and I’m over the moon happy !!!!!!!!!
Speaking of John Denver... lol my Dad and I sang the hell outta that song growing up. Great memories. Today is my Dads Birthday, I lost him in 1997. I miss him as much today as the day he passed , decades too soon ![]()
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Speaking of shyt Internet!!! I live in BFE our only option is satellite internet and it has a DATA LIMIT !!!! yes a 5 gb limit PER Month !!! After that it’s dial up speed, now you young folk haven’t a clue what’s that like but... I’d start a pot of coffee, vacuum my living room and fold a load of clothes and that glorious 5 min blip would “hopefully” be downloaded. Oh and I have “might” get one bar on my cell if I let it set on my nightstand at just the right angle for 20-30 mins. But I have cows for neighbors ![]()
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I'm so happy that John Denver song brought back a nice memory about your dad, Christina! Safe travel home! |
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#221
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I’m HOME !!!! And totally unpacked
![]() Thank you to each and every one of you for helping me get through my husbands hospitalization. Then this trip !!!! that initially was going to be 4 weeks then due to circumstances was drastically slashed thankfully. My Husband was indeed paying closer attention once we hit the road to how I was managing, he apologized many times for being so excited to see the kids and granddaughter that he just wasn’t really seeing how ill I have become over the last roughly 3 months and also the mental toll these trips take on me. From the bottom of my heart Thank you all again ![]()
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#222
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I'm so happy your home. If you can focus on getting well.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#223
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WELCOME HOME!!!
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() LOVE YA!!! ![]() ![]() ![]()
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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![]() ~Christina
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Aaaahhhhhhh! You can take a deep breath and relax.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#225
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Now you can rest and take care of you.
(((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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![]() Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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