Splitting up my treatment team

So I called pdoc and She has no openings on Monday. I was told to call back Monday morning.

I asked my husband if he was okay with me seeing pdoc more he said it's okay . So now I have to ask pdoc when I see her.

I see you are trying to take steps to get more care and I think that's great. I hope your pdoc can see you more often. I also think it's good you are taking precautions to keep yourself safe. Do your T's not trust you to stay safe, is that what you mean?

Do your T's not trust you to stay safe, is that what you mean? My H doesn't. I currently don't have a T (getting one on the 11th) and pdoc has no idea whats been going on. I fear if I'm honest with pdoc she wont trust me either BUT I was honest with intake T and she trusted me enough to let me go home. So my fear that they'll hospitalize me is unfounded. I keep trying to remind myself that if I was that bad intake would have kept me. That it's just my anxiety/paranoia.