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#151
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Got four and half hours of sleep, woke up four times. It ain't much better, but I think I am sleeping more now that I use a night light and a stuffed animal to hold (like a little kid haha but whatever works)
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#152
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I’m back to a tossing and turning for the first half of the night. I’m falling asleep just as the dawn is breaking. But I’m having vivid dreams, most are pretty cool.
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#153
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My therapist told me to cut my melatonin in half because she said it works better in small amounts. So I did. 3 hours ago. Now it’s much later then I normally would be up if I had taken 30mil. I tried looking for a Benadryl but I couldn’t find one.
The only thing I’ve figured out that works besides meds is some lotion from Lush. It cost me $29 so I hope it helps. It used to work real good.
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#154
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I slept five hours straight!
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#155
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I got the Benadryl today. I ended up taking about 45 mil of melatonin and an extra 20 mil Geodon last night. So I think Benadryl is my next step. Mainly for safety concerns. I slept from about 9:30 until 6:15. I kept waking up every hour after 3 but I was able to fall back asleep each time.
I know psych hospitals use Benadryl to help out patients and I was actually prescribed it for a bit for sleep when I was 14. It does work but it makes me a bit hungry. But I’ll just try it again.
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#156
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I just don't know. I wake up, realizing I've been asleep, but I don't know when I fell asleep. It's after midnight I'm sure, & I wake up around 2:30, or 3 something, or 4?
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#157
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I took the Benadryl around 4. I fell fast asleep at 6 without eating dinner. I woke up right around 1AM. I don’t really want to go back to sleep so I may try reading a bit.
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#158
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The last 3 days I've gone to bed around 8pm, but I haven't been falling asleep until around 10pm. Waking up at 3:30am. I will take the 5 to 5.5 hours of sleep. It's an improvement. My night anxiety has been better the last few days, so that's probably why I'm getting sleep.
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#159
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My Benadryl works for a few hours. Then I wake up early. I woke up last night at 11:36 and I took another one. The box says you can take 2 at a time. But I didn’t fall back asleep until 2:30. But I can’t take the Benadryl for the next 6 days and it may not have been a good idea to take it last night either….
But I can still take melatonin. But I’ll be careful and just take one and get as much sleep as I can. I also can’t drink herbal teas. So I can’t drink sleepy time or tension tamer. Sleep may be pretty rough for awhile.
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#160
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I am sleeping every night or morning, but it's more like a nap. Still, I appreciate being able to sleep even a little bit. The body seems to be forcing me to fall asleep at various times.
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#161
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I fell asleep around 7:30. I slept straight through until 4AM. Considering I got up at 1:30 the other night, and last night I was up from 11:30-2:30, I’m pretty happy with how I slept and when I woke up. I got some reading done for half an hour. I’ll get up in a bit to go sit in the family room.
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#162
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Hello dear Insomniacs!
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#163
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I decided to do a load of laundry after taking 30mil of melatonin. So I was basically half asleep while it was in the washer. Then I asked my mom to wake my up when the dryer was done. It was done about 8PM but it wasn’t dry despite putting it in for an hour. So I set it for another hour and went back to bed. In the meantime I was waiting for the chicken tenders to be done which took 40 minutes. So I was up again around 8:30. I think I woke up around 10 to get a Gatorade. Then I woke up for good right around 5. The laundry is still in the dryer by the way. It’s dry though.
TLDR: I slept very interrupted and chaotically.
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#164
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Tossing and turning the first half of the night. Then when I did sleep I had these huge complicated dreams. I’d wake up and basically say oh **** I didn’t want to be awake yet, go back into the weird dreams, wake up and repeat 🔁
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#165
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Had a good night's sleep. I think I was asleep by 8:30 p.m. and I slept until my alarm went of at 4:00 a.m. Did not keep waking up like I have been either. I wish I could sleep like this every night. Yesterday I discovered the blue light filter on my phone, so I used that. Also read something about kiwi helping with sleep. I figure I have nothing to lose by trying it.
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#166
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I woke up right before 2. I thought the birds chirping meant it was close to 5. I fell asleep around 7. I think it’s just frustrating that my brother can be as loud as he wants to at 1:30 and it’s ok but my mom tells me to be all quite at 7:30 because he’s sleeping and then when he wakes up she’s so apologetic to him. Dumb double standards in my house.
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#167
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I slept very well. I fell asleep around 8:30. I woke up at 4:40 and I thought I’d be up but then I fell back asleep until right before 7.
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#168
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It took me awhile to fall asleep. I woke up at 3. It’s better then most nights I’ve had though. I’m hoping because I woke up early today I’ll sleep until 5 tomorrow morning.
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#169
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hey guys ~
Woah all i do is sleep since I got out of IP Monday. Feels so strange to sleep. I know alot is new meds and they will level out over time. I guess Ill just enjoy this while I can. Hugs to anyone in need ![]()
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#170
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Embrace the sleep. You know it’s elusive.
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#171
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I can't sleep, I've been up going on 40 hours and I'm worried my meds are poisoning me
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#172
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It’s unlikely that your meds are poisonous but it could be that they are not working.
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#173
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#174
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I finally got some sleep. I took my thorazine. I stopped taking it because I didn't want to be on two APs, but I can't seem to sleep without it apparently
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#175
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That sucks blue bird, but so does insomnia.
![]() Maybe an hour, if that. Very bad night and that always affects my back. Soooooo much to do today. I hate it.
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