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Old Aug 02, 2022, 05:02 PM
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I told my t today that my trauma is coming back a lot lately. Twice in a week now. Once about eating and once about how loud I am walking through the house. I’m not in crisis but I am in distress. People keep dying. Three friends in two months. All three were tragic. My complex trauma as he calls it is severe and I’ve lived in terror most my life. It really affecting me lately. I don’t have time to Be a mess. I still feel if I told someone about the abuse from my stepmother I’d not be sick. T says to blame her and not myself. Says it’s all her fault and she’s evil for the things she did to us.

My mind is swirling. It won’t slow down and I simply don’t have time to be unstable.
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Old Aug 02, 2022, 05:26 PM
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I hope you find a way to destress that's a lot of loss at once. Have you thought about grief counseling? Dbt skills work for me. It's about mindfulness. Wise mind vs emotional mind. Deep breathing.
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Old Aug 02, 2022, 06:47 PM
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Yes I’m
Working my mindfulness practice. I’m trying to cope ahead and use opposite action
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Old Aug 02, 2022, 09:19 PM
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You know my heart breaks that you have to deal with any of it. You’re stronger than you could possibly believe

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Old Aug 03, 2022, 09:06 PM
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Ugh all this bad memories and feelings has me feeling sick. My tummy hurts so bad .
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Old Aug 03, 2022, 10:34 PM
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I'm sorry, HALLIEBETH. You're having to cope with the results of trauma from the past and now current loss. Be good to yourself. And talk to your therapist about what's happening now. Okay?
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