Bipolar Check-in #80

I have my meeting with social security tomorrow morning then after that I have work from 1pm to 10pm. Im there till closing so I’ll probably be in the store like 30 minutes after 10pm the. But time I get the bus I won’t get home till around midnight. It’s gonna be a long day. Then I have to be up by 6am Friday to get ready for work again. Whoever designed retail schedules to be the way they are is out of their mind.

I have Saturday and Sunday off which is nice.

Then next week I work Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. My first paycheck will be on July 12th. Which will include two full weeks work plus orientation so it should be around $700 which isn’t bad.

I have a little notebook they gave me so I can take notes when I’m on the sales floor tomorrow training with someone. Hopefully it’s not too overwhelming. I’m gonna do my best. I think I get an hour lunch break because I’m gonna be there for 9 hours tomorrow.

Also I love their break room. It’s not tiny like the break rooms at my other jobs. It’s actually pretty large. The other ones were uncomfortably tiny where you’d be all up in other people’s space unintentionally cause they were so damn small and cramped. Where it felt very awkward.

Within a few months I should be back ahead financially, I’m excited to learn my job. It’s gonna be a lot to learn but I know I can do it.

I slept well last night and I took all my meds and they stayed down. I woke up at 6 feeling pretty good for once. I got a smores iced oatmilk latte from Dunkin Donuts and that was fine on my stomach. I swear something is just up with that one coffee shop.

I don't have any plans today. The kids are coming over tonight. I need to get more fruit. Mainly I'm just glad for a break in things.