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Silver Swan
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Yesterday at 07:10 PM
#141
Tomorrow I have the 2 hour phone interview for my 14th year bipolar longitudinal study. Not looking forward to it but they’re paying me so….
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Yesterday at 07:12 PM
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I hate myself. I hate that my brain is the way it is. I hate that my upbringing was traumatic at a young age and that it ****ed me up permanently where I dissociate randomly all the time. I’m anxious all the time. I’m afraid of dying. I’m scared of everything.
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Yesterday at 08:41 PM
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I am wanting to talk with friends but one never called like usual and the other is probably watching tv. I’d go to bed but I’m not tired really. And is it me or is this board slow tonight?
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Yesterday at 09:06 PM
#144
Hypnosis lady for anxiety was great! She really gets where I’m coming from. I’ve booked a session for Friday.
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Yesterday at 09:09 PM
#145
t says he can tell me im still not myself. but he feels confident imgetting better. imjust wantign to disappear
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Yesterday at 09:21 PM
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I got a TON done at school today because my students were doing a lot of independent work. I also had two meetings. This is great because the quarter is ending this week, but I must have over did it physical health wise because I'm not feeling the greatest and will need to head to bed earlier than I've had to in awhile. I get my next round of IV fluids this weekend so, hopefully, that will help get me back on track. My vertigo seems to be getting worse again though, so that's not great.
My mood was pretty good today. Just one triggering moment at work, but I was able to not let it get the best of me. I just put it on a mental back burner to talk about in counseling in a future session and this helped the anxiety not completely spiral out of control. __________________ Lamotrigine: 300 mg Bupropion: 150 mg Risperidone: 3 mg |
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Yesterday at 09:22 PM
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I think this site is getting slower.
One more sleep and I see the pdoc tomorrow. I hope I can explain what’s going on and make sense. Something has to change. I need steady sleep. Oddly this time of year I usually sleep better with the cooler weather. I’m exhausted from the constant lack of consistency in sleep. I’m talking with him to see if he has any thoughts I haven’t got, but my thought is a low dose seroquel prn. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Yesterday at 09:46 PM
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Had a hard day today - very lost and confused about the future, but most of all....
So concerned for those in the path of Hurricane Milton, it's just getting bigger and bigger and stronger and stronger. Praying for my dad's brothers in Tampa, and my little sister in Tallahassee...it just feels so overwhelming after Helene. Please God be with them tonight and get them through this. 
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Yesterday at 10:11 PM
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@LadyShadow I hope your family are safe 😊
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Yesterday at 10:17 PM
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I'm so excited about the accessable apartment. I'm 1 of 10 that got an application. It's an hour by subway but I'm hoping then no mortgage. Rent but no major bill renovations.
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Yesterday at 10:30 PM
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Ugh. Sick. 😫 Took a dose of NyQuil. It's helped my sore throat a little bit. We went to see the movie The Wild Robot. Pretty good film. Almost shed a couple of tears at the end. Today was low key since both Husband and I are sick. We spent most of the morning after dropping our daughter off at school sleeping. Didn't do much the rest of the day besides our usual cleaning.
Oh, our cat's vet visit went fine by the way! He got a clean bill of health. Next year he has to get blood work done because he'll be a senior. Hard to believe. I remember him when he was an obnoxious kitten! Lol. They grow up so fast. 😢 I have to get my booty in gear and start reading submissions for the ezine. They're piling up. I have to start doing it now or I'm going to get overwhelmed. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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