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Nov 19, 2008, 07:43 PM
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These last 2 months for me have been a living nightmare. 2 deaths in this time period, the worst domestic life I've ever known- then removed from it and put into an environment with love but no structure or all-around support, slipping school marks, constant rapid cycling is just keeping me out of whack. where is my life going?!
I feel like I've been running in circles for the last little bit. I have nobody around to even talk to me, and when I get the opportunity to do so- nobody ever wants to hear it. They say they don't want to, or can't handle it, or it's "annoying." Does that make ANY sense??!?!?! Do they think I can handle it either when I'm getting it first hand??! I just don't understand where I'm supposed to go from here. I have a lot on my plate as of now and I have nobody around to help. My bipolar has gone completely haywire and it's just screwing me over. Nobody wants to hear me out- it's already hard for me to communicate with bipolar in the way, along with NPD and HPD. What can I do anymore?  I'm ready to give up. Maybe I should take a hiatus. Maybe this was just random ranting that people probably don't want to hear. Maybe maybe.
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#2
Nov 19, 2008, 07:54 PM
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Communicate here at PC! There are plenty with support and similar experiences I'm sure. Personally, I'm not good at putting support into words but I am here. And I'm listening... Do you see a t or pdoc?
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Nov 19, 2008, 07:56 PM
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Nov 19, 2008, 08:03 PM
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hey!!! i'll listen and i took the time to read your post too. i'm a rapid cycler and can relate to the frustration you have. you did not mention if you have a T to run this by or if you're on meds. if you are, perhaps they need tweaking. it has improved my quality of life getting though the trial and error to get it right with my pdoc.
i can't say why people you speak to seemed to not care. it may be because they can't relate to a condition they don't have. could that be it? there is no way a norm can understand some of the ups and downs we have. course if they were compassionate at least they would be able to be supportive of your problem. and we're here too... 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Nov 20, 2008, 01:02 AM
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I ALWAYS am willing to hear what others have to say. that never gets old. EVER. I don't think anyone here gets tired of people expressing themselves either. it's a great place to vent and get support 
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~Ann http://bipolarblog-livingwild.com
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Nov 20, 2008, 02:44 AM
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Could you show your foster mum/therapist this post? She may not realize she's being a little too busy....it's a way of opening up just by showing what the words on the screen, say.......
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Nov 24, 2008, 09:29 AM
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Talk to us here, in PC!!!!!!!! release yourself, no one will judge...
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