Nocturnal Introductions...

I'm not playing you. I don't play games. I'm sorry. Please accept my apology.

i'm sorry. i'm just really having a bad time right now. i shouldn't have taken it out on you. i'm really sorry. i'm just tired of everything that's going on. it's messing with my head, which i guess is the goal.

AngelGirl, I guess when others are suffering they have a tendency to focus on themselves, please remember ppl care about you BUT we all go through bad times too, I'm starting to feel better now but now I wonder if I should have ignored my own self

I'm glad that you are starting to feel better. I've already apologized for my indiscretion to tgrspurr. I'd like to move on at this point.

...It is so very difficult for me to reconcile the description of your new diagnosis with the person I met and spent time with in January...

<font color="blue"> </font> I am beginning to understand better what they call a master at maintaining a "front", appearing quite normal to friends, family and co-workers.

...I must confess that I can't quite fully grasp on an emotional level what the sensations and perceptions you must be experiencing would be like, but obviously I feel very bad for you and your situation....

<font color="blue"> </font> It is awful. I know something's wrong, and I constantly battle with what it might be, and can't seem to stop evaluating how I feel.

...As always, I'm ready to offer whatever support I can...

<font color="blue"> </font> Thank you.

tc, emptyglass

AG, apology is accepted and I've sent you a PM. Like you said, we're ready to move on.

How are you today?

Thanks sweetie for forgiving me and replying my PM to you last night. I look forward to moving on as I know you do too. You really are a sweetheart.

"I watched a snail
Crawl along the edge
Of a straight razor
And not get cut.
This is my dream.
This is my nightmare."
-- Col. Kurtz (Marlon Brando), "Apocalypse Now"

Oddly, this is the best description of coping with mental illness that I have ever heard. Coppola's snatch of dialogue somehow captures the fusion of poesy and pain that lies at the heart of my perception of my bipolar disorder; in a flash, it captures the struggle and the perverse fascination with the condition that come to dominate my life sometimes. I hope you manage to weather your latest mindstorm, dear friend. I'm finding my own mask more prone to slipping askew lately as well. Cheshire Cat

I posted in depression but I need other bp's for support, am feeling sarcastic and don't care who gets in the way hate this feeling what it to go NOW
Angie

hey.......i'm bp, will that do? what is going on with you right now? talk to me.........okay? pat

depression, anger, sarcastic

well, i can handle it........you've helped me several times.....let me know what i can do. xoxoxo

Well we did it my friend I'm out of the dumps and headed to the top
Thanks
Angie