[Lil Ant Lady]

i know id have a lot of friends. and ive seen this before. im such an awesome person blah blah blah

but no... i have run out of money and in its place is a personality disorder. and guess what... my friends numbers dwindled. funny that.

as soon as i was in hospital and people found out about why i was there and what i was diagnosed with, people i used to know well crossed the street after my discharge or would ignore text messages from me.

i have to keep checking in the mirror from time to time just to make sure i havent grown two heads.

so far i still look pretty human.

thank goodness for that.... anyone would think there was something awfully wrong with me!!!

[protector1973]

lots of young people have no money, thats all part of being young. look a little bit like jessie j. people can be very cruel, its side to humanity that we all cover up.

[Lil Ant Lady]

Originally Posted by protector1973

lots of young people have no money, thats all part of being young. look a little bit like jessie j. people can be very cruel, its side to humanity that we all cover up.

think you are missing a little of what im trying to say. i probably didnt explain it well.

i used to have a lot of money. a good job earning lots. always had cash in my wallet. had lots of friends then. people would swarm round me and my house would always have people in and out of it. i always had invites out here and there. parties back at mine etc.

now i have no money, im left alone with this personality disorder. people dont care to know. they didnt mind me having a personality disorder when i had cash tho did they?? i mean lets face it,,, i still had bpd back then.

just shows how shallow some people are.

[protector1973]

our friends should be there for us when we fall on hard times and have problems. unfortunately life just isnt like that for most of us. probably a very generous person, it could be some of those friendships where very superficial to start with. next time make new friends , hope you will have more success.