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Old Mar 11, 2012, 03:38 PM
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I just want someone to hold onto so tightly.
To love me unconditionally.
I'm sure this feeling could kill me.
Because i know its never going to happen.
I make myself never ever admit these feelings.
i block them out
i use every bit of energy i have to never think these thoughts or allow myself to know that this is what i need.
something i'll never have and something everyone seems to deserve,
i wouldnt wish loving me upon anyone.
i cant live alone forever,
i dont understand why i have to
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Old Mar 11, 2012, 04:45 PM
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(((((Widgets)))) sending you love
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Old Mar 11, 2012, 06:45 PM
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this is how I've felt over the past 4-5 years, since my last (3rd) divorce. But I find myself facing the love and understanding from a wonderful man that swears he's not leaving me behind... Ever! He and I have off and on for over 10 yrs and have a 7 yr old son together. He KNOWS me and this terrible infliction I (we) have to deal with. Some days I doubt him and convince myself he's 'up to something'. But within minutes or hours he finds a way to show me once again how serious he is about making this work. It IS possible for all of us! Don't lose faith. You are a beautiful person and have a lot to offer. ((HUGS))
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Old Mar 11, 2012, 07:38 PM
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Aww, widgets, I wish I could transfer my love to you. T__T I know that desperate feeling, that overwhelming need to be loved unconditionally. Even if I can't transfer a pre-existing love over for you, I'm always open to caring about people who want a real bond.
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Old Mar 12, 2012, 02:13 PM
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Hugs love!!!!
Its funny thats exactly how i feel on a regular basis.. now im in this relationship and i know things well start getting rocky...
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Old Mar 12, 2012, 03:41 PM
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You've written what I can't bring myself to admit to anybody... I rather pretend I'm ok with being doomed to loveless isolation

Sending s and your way.
Thanks for this!
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