hazy girl crazy guy...

abstract recap of years gone by ......(could be 'crazy girl hazy guy')

...which one was in love the most? and thats the question thats the easiest question in the world! ... hazy girl or crazy guy?

he adored her she fancied him he went out of his way and she happily put herself there...

he kept her off balance so she needed to be held...he didn't know why he did this...she suddenly never trusted her feet no more he offered his and then he fell down all down all the way.

they fell together they were now connected forever...BUT

one of them stayed there never to return...one of them would find a home in the agony and confusion...the other would move on

he watched her and from further away each time she took a step and the distance was immense even though they still held hands...

poor borderline heart all torn apart she pitied him he hated her they loved each other the same but one of them couldn't handle it.

(....and repeat this over and over, lover and lover..with diminishing love but increasing intensity and there is my borderline experience with relationships)

part 2 later...maybe....'crazy girl crazy guy'

monkey don't know where this stuff comes from it just does...

monkey, thanks for sharing this. It comes from the heart, that's where.
Continue on if it helps to see it in writing.
When things are tough I journal & it helps to read & re-read it.
Just don't have the guts to put it out there for anyone else to read...
's to my furry friend.

...thankyou kc , yep I do often have to keep coming back to stuff I write and read it again to figure out what I was tryin' to say... and I sometimes scribble things down on bits of anything paper and they get lost so I guess it's safe up here but risky all the time still I know what you mean there especially when it's heart stuff...