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Jan 04, 2013, 08:47 AM
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...first up to begin with lets just get this little complication out of the way ok?
..."I am hopeless...crap...a failure!" now I am stripped down to beyond nothing almost perhaps there is more? ...yes! I like my enemies much more than I like myself! ...therefore I must survive on the emotional credit of displaced memories and misplaced dreams. I have not a freaking clue what I like past the moment I think I did! ...I hover inbetween human contact ....overwhelmed into indecisions and chronic social incompetence...and the clumsy intimate details are just pathetic... I function...self medicated at about 0.3... and it's a fine line it all makes sense when I can shut UP! my self hatred! and I can slide a bit this aint new to me |
 Anonymous32935, BorderlineMess
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Jan 04, 2013, 12:53 PM
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 Can't offer any more right now....
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#3
Jan 04, 2013, 01:00 PM
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#4
Jan 04, 2013, 01:29 PM
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Hey Monkey
You matter to me and I consider you a friend. Too bad we are on different continents, or I'd take you out for a beer, it being Friday and all.
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| Anonymous32912
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Jan 04, 2013, 02:32 PM
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I'm new here. Don't have much more to add except more hugs.
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Jan 04, 2013, 06:22 PM
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I can totally identify with the self-hatred and social incompetence. Wish I could make everybody's pain away. I care when you are hurting, partially because I know that type of pain too well myself. I will pray for you.
You are a good writer and you express yourself well. I appreciate that about you. I also appreciate the courage it takes to share this pain with us. It is an honor tha you trust us with this side of yourself. Thank you. I hope that one day soon we will find a way to make the pain stop or at least stopp interfering with our own life so much that we not have a life. A life worth living.... isn't that the promise of DBT? Maybe one year we will get there. It is possible. Right?
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Jan 04, 2013, 06:53 PM
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hugs to you too...
i like reading your posts if that is any consilation! |
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Jan 04, 2013, 09:17 PM
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Hi monkey. I wish I had something helpful to say but I don't. Anyway, I thought I'd let you know I read your post and often wonder how you are doing even when I am away from this site. Take care of yourself, OK?
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“Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.” - Mahatma Gandhi |
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Jan 04, 2013, 11:24 PM
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I feel, too, like I don't matter.
Carol
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The idea of a soul mate is an ILLUSION. In reality, we must learn to be our own best friend/partner. Then if love comes to us, we will already be whole. All that love can do, at that point, is enhance our wholeness!  |
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