Today...

Today is a good day. Of course being BPD I knew that my awfully extreme negative mood yesterday would pass. Even in the midst of it my mind would tell me "just keep your mouth shut right now! It will pass and everything will be fine soon." But I never seem to listen to that positive voice when in that mood. I'm a fortunate person in that for the most part, my norm is relatively of the "optimist". I'm a dreamer and hopeful about things that are to come usually so I think sometimes this shortens my depression and black moods. i guess I can say that I'm blessed.

yeah so today I'm in a decent mood and thankful for this upcoming 3 day weekend (for me) and hopefully the more "helpful" s4 is back.

Thanks to everyone that has supported me and encouraged me when I went through what I was yesterday. You're all invaluable as friends. *hugs everybody* (if that's possible lol) YOU'RE THE BEST!

~s4

Aww so glad to hear it s4, today a dull day for me.
But I'm going to absorb it and let it melt like the snow out side my door step.

Knowing your smiling again has cheered me up tho ((hugs))

Aww you're a sweetheart. Why can't you be near me so I could give you a real hug instead of these stupid braces? ((((((((grey))))))))

I'm here for you hun... pm me if you need support privately too

~S4

I know thank you, I'll be okay I hope, I know I will.
I've had worse days.
But I know your always here for me
Thank you ((((hugs))))

I'm glad you're feeling better. I hope the optimism lasts through the long weekend. I'll be here for the entire thing (not another day off until next Friday) so if you (or anyone) would like to shoot me a note during it, it would be greatly appreciated. Gets lonely at times.

(((Hugs))) thinking of you

you need to bring your arse back to my chatroom sometime :P

I will maybe ill try get in there later

woop! yays!