to just exploding. my space bar won't work, i can't focus, there's a stupid tv on in the living room driving me CRAZY and i have so many stupid things i'm trying to do all at once.

just really needing to vent all of this somehow. so angry and stressed out!!!

my husband wants me to get out and do something but driving is so stressful! i hate being out in the open! i hate going to the store, or seeing people, or doing anything!! i'm just so pissed off!!!

i just want to break something. something important. UGH.

yeah let it rip lady!...

whats ?

whats goin on there in your world?

dumb question.......

actually it's real weird I even asked one

cos I'm usually too busy f...--king up somethin' that I'm upset about

i'm feeling better now. i got out of the house and did some shopping and set up an appointment with a therapist for February. happy about both of those. then came home and finished a sweater i've been working on for the last week.

and it turned out great dammit. take that, stupid negative voice in my head telling me i'm too ugly for anything. it looks great on me.

just had a bad couple of days. and being cooped up in the house since christmas wasn't helping.

when i get upset i act like it's the end of the world. it's so stupid. i just wish it'd stop.

[BrokenNBeautiful]

good for you; you got out.

So did I.

It's a challenge.

Carol

[Inedible]

If the space bar is acting up maybe you could highlight a space with your mouse, then hit control-C for copy. Then hit control-V for paste where you need spaces.

thank you! that is a wonderful idea!

it seems to be working okay for now, though. seems like it doesn't work so well the further left i go xD