I am sick of having not a single friend!

******it I am sick of having no one to talk to in my life.

I never had more than one friend in my life and now I have none. I am alone and I have never been more depressed. I am wanted to hurt myself now.

I can't even find anyone here to be a friend. What the hell can I do

I am a loser, a piece of S**t and no one ever did or ever will give a damn about me.

I hate myself I will never be a real person

F me I hate me

For whatever it's worth, you're not alone. I chased the last friend I had over six months ago and it was the first I'd had in 15 years. I definitely "get it".

I relate to you, It is horrible I want friends but then I don't I fear of them hurting me, The friends I did have I pushed them away.

I feel similarly.

You are not a piece of s***.

No one is. IMHO.

But I relate to this feeling. It feels bad.

Carol

I hear ya! I am craving to have a really close friend!
But I believe that I will come across someone that will be perfect match for me and you too one day ...

my last close to home friend stopped talking to me.

((shrugs))

i have a few friends who dont live around me, who are really cool & supportive...but it'd be nice to have some friends you could actually touch and see up close more often. i guess it's easier this way, though.

i really never had more than a few friends at a time and none ever stayed.

Me? I realized that even though I hate not having any friends (except one, who lives in another state and who emails me regularly because it's fun for her to write to me and tell me things because I am not really in her life and it's safe for her to do that)--so even though I hate not having any friends, I also know that I'm the one who drops the ball: I get replies to emails and so on, but then, I don't answer. I think it's because these are people who were once close friends, we lost that, and now I don't trust them . . . naw . . . it's that I am defeated by the thought of all the work it takes to be a good friend. I just get tired of being dependable. Because, let's face it: I'm not. And, I get tired of being more needy than I know they're up for. (Cause, we know, don't we, that whatever anyone does, it's never enough, sooner or later...)

I don't have any RL friends at the moment but I've learned not to discount the ones that I have here and elsewhere on line. In some ways, they are closer friends. Although I know that it would be nice to have a friend in RL, to hang out with, do things with and stuff. Just remember there are people here who would be willing to be a friend if you just give them half a chance!

*hugs*

When I crashed all but one of my friends, including my best friend of 35 years, deserted me.

You are not alone.

There are a lot of people here who care including me. We understand.

I agree with the above comments: We understand and we'll be your friends.

I've lost friends every time I've gone inpatient. I've been inpatient four times (yeah, woo-hoo). Thank god for the two friends I have left...

I'll be your friend. I don't have many friends, if any, either.

Most of us have very few RL friends. We help each other as much as we can. Welcome. I'm glad you found us.

Where is the OP now, I wonder? This was his/her last post on this site. He or she may have come to terms with the "no friends" thing and decided not to return here.

I have no friends (duh) but somehow I am hooked to this site