[Ultra Darkness]

I seem to be just looking for a fight today. A look at my most recent posts (not just on this forum) reveals that I keep arguing with people. I'm not even upset or anything, but everything is bringing out my fighting spirit.
I have got to stop speaking my mind so readily.

If anyone needs me, I'll be meditating.

[IowaFarmGal]

Hugs Ultradarkness! Did it help? Hope you're feeling better!

[Ultra Darkness]

It helped for a while. Now I just feel like a cat whose fur was rubbed the wrong way.

[AngelWolf3]

That is a good way to describe feelings, I will have to remember that one... hopefully things "smooth" out for you soon...(sorry had to throw a pun in there...)

[Ajtgjm]

Its good to argue. Never did i regret doing that. Not fighting & sitting still is what most people wish they didnt do.

[Ultra Darkness]

Originally Posted by Ajtgjm

Its good to argue. Never did i regret doing that. Not fighting & sitting still is what most people wish they didnt do.

So... does that mean you don't mind that I was arguing with you?

Originally Posted by Ajtgjm

Its good to argue. Never did i regret doing that. Not fighting & sitting still is what most people wish they didnt do.

You make a lot of broad assumptions. How do you know most people do that?

[Ajtgjm]

^I cannot possibly know if its true or otherwise. I have learned that in any conversation, saying "I belive that this is correct.." is much better than saying "According to xyz this is correct"

[Ajtgjm]

@Ultra i didn't mind. Normally i never communcate with anyone untill its absolutely necessary(i am not sure why i do that), so taking part in an arguement is something i never did in years. I think i should do it more often now :-D

Originally Posted by Ajtgjm

Its good to argue. Never did i regret doing that. Not fighting & sitting still is what most people wish they didnt do.

I disagree, at least as a person with BPD. Sitting still is what I wish I'd done most of the time yet fighting is what I too often do. Most of the time the stupid piddly s--- that I choose to gnaw on over and over is the stuff that I should have just let pass by, unnoticed. My friends would be overjoyed if I could just let things go and stop arguing all the time. Sorry, I totally disagree.

Ultra, we all have days like this. I totally understand how you feel. I have days where I wake up feeling like I want to find something to throw just to hear it break, where I text my friend (in a friendly manner) just knowing that I'll probably end up fighting with him, where I know that I'll probably flip off someone in traffic, where I feel all...emotionally buzzy...all day. It sucks. Most of the time when I feel like that now, I just stay in (if I'm not working) and clean or try to self-soothe if I actually have the mind to think about it. If I'm working, then I have no choice but to stuff it. Had that happen the other night. Wasn't a good night. Take it easy on yourself...we're here if you need us.

Originally Posted by misskeena

I disagree, at least as a person with BPD. Sitting still is what I wish I'd done most of the time yet fighting is what I too often do. Most of the time the stupid piddly s--- that I choose to gnaw on over and over is the stuff that I should have just let pass by, unnoticed. My friends would be overjoyed if I could just let things go and stop arguing all the time. Sorry, I totally disagree.

This. I agree 100% with Keena here.

[Ajtgjm]

^I am avoidant, i avoid situations, people, conversations.. everything that i possibly can. Then sometimes regret doing so. I think we are totally opposite, would make a good pair. Not as person i mean as type of personalities.

[Ultra Darkness]

Originally Posted by Ajtgjm

^I am avoidant, i avoid situations, people, conversations.. everything that i possibly can. Then sometimes regret doing so. I think we are totally opposite, would make a good pair. Not as person i mean as type of personalities.

Hmm. Well, the two personalities do seem to be on opposite sides of the spectrum where responses are concerned...
Hey, I was wondering. Is there any special reason why you followed me back to this forum?

[Ajtgjm]

No. Maybe. Because of your language and style(it's textbook english, perfect), i wanted to know where you are from. So i viewed your profile and came accross this thread. Assumed that it refered to our arguement, felt that you are taking it too seriously, it was my fault and you ended up saying sorry twice so replied.

[Ultra Darkness]

Originally Posted by Ajtgjm

No. Maybe. Because of your language and style(it's textbook english, perfect), i wanted to know where you are from. So i viewed your profile and came accross this thread. Assumed that it refered to our arguement, felt that you are taking it too seriously, it was my fault and you ended up saying sorry twice so replied.

Huh. Well, thanks.
It wasn't just you, though. I was picking fights with everyone the day I posted this.