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I feel very disconnected from everything... life/people. There's a void inside of me. I feel isolated.
I feel like I'm a terrible/miserable person and everyone hates me. I just want to be okay with myself. I want to be loved. |
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All the time. Loniless is often felt in the crowdest of rooms with people all around. I know the feeling quite well. I am sorry you are going thru this. Want to talk about anything?
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder" "The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died, And I've Forgotten What It's Like, And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone) "And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding "The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna) "The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers) |
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I don't know what else to talk about... I've been obsessing about my social anxiety lately. Now I'm on here obsessing about my BPD so I don't have to obsess about my social anxiety.
I really need to engage in more interests/hobbies but I've been so depressed and disinterested in everything. Like right now I just want instant gratification... like I feel like going out and drinking or having sex or cuddling.. I want human interaction, I wish I had more friends. I'm sorry.. I should go take a bath and chill the eff out. |
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I totally relate to all of this and well I am not so great with will power these days.
I am so sorry you are going through this. It is not fun, and even if you indulge in your pleasures/temptations you are not always guaranteed to feel the elation you think you will in the long run. you will be right back to this spot at some point. Believe me, I know. ![]()
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder" "The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died, And I've Forgotten What It's Like, And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone) "And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding "The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna) "The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers) |
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be in love with yourself...then you can't say no one loves me...
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