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Old Sep 04, 2013, 10:00 AM
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I distrust like it's the perfect mechanism!

....it's a weapon....my distrust... it's like a shotgun!

I am in my personal bunker hiding in wait ready to shoot down anything that comes near me...

I let the superficials slide I don't waste ammo...

I'm impractical emotionally crippled....

any hint of love and I am touched by angels!...
and any hint of hate and I am touched by demons...

so I lock and load!...I never know who is coming

hmmm

and yet?

I'm not the only one who is armed...

and I could likely be shooting myself in the foot...

I have bullet wounds and they hurt they may never heal just like I need them too....

if I put down my own emotional weapons... and let myself be shot!

it might just be the blast I need

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Old Sep 05, 2013, 05:54 AM
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Yes it is hard to trust, especially when you have been abused again and again by the ppl you love and trusted in the past! I only trust one person and that is my husband but he has proved to be worthy of my trust time and time again.

All the best!

Ps. I enjoy the way you write
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Old Sep 05, 2013, 06:36 AM
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You have a gun and I have a sword, we'll fight them off and likely cut ourselves to shreds. Yep. Hugs friend ((((( dm )))))
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Old Sep 05, 2013, 11:18 AM
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I distrust like it's the perfect mechanism!

....it's a weapon....my distrust... it's like a shotgun!

I am in my personal bunker hiding in wait ready to shoot down anything that comes near me...

I let the superficials slide I don't waste ammo...

I'm impractical emotionally crippled....

any hint of love and I am touched by angels!...
and any hint of hate and I am touched by demons...

so I lock and load!...I never know who is coming

hmmm

and yet?

I'm not the only one who is armed...

and I could likely be shooting myself in the foot...

I have bullet wounds and they hurt they may never heal just like I need them too....

if I put down my own emotional weapons... and let myself be shot!

it might just be the blast I need
sighs

I can relate more than I can express. I find it an unbreakable cycle, worsening at every turn.
I wish you better luck.
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Old Sep 05, 2013, 03:56 PM
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:: trips over his own gun, shoots own arm off :: ow
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