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Nov 13, 2013, 08:34 PM
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This is a shout out 4 help!!! I jus cant take this anymore really!!! The feeling of resentment by everybody i come accross cant be jus my imagination dam!!! Im not crazy!!!! Or am i??? I go thru mixed emotions daily not sure if its really me people are looking down on.... And tht makes me sooooooo #### mad it feels like i can explode!!!! But i cant tht brakes me down even more cos i cant act crazy like i did 3 years ago b4 i gt the news of having this dissorder, tht time no1 dared 2 mess with me or they get my foot in their mouth and dem waking up minutes later! I read its commen in womn bt very rare in men.... Why me??? Why cant i ccontrol this??? Why is it controlling me??? Its happening again and it feels like its taking over my life and the more i fite it the worse i get why does people take me 4 a ***??? And they think i dont knw wats going on!!!borderline...mmmmm, u rule my life and u killing me slowly! Hw do i defeat my own mind??? It feels like a loosing batle and the
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Nov 14, 2013, 02:15 AM
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I can relate. I used to get in my car and drive around looking for someone to fight. I am nobody but what keeps me fighting to control myself( exhausting as it is) is my children and spouse. They need me. I have to fight, for them. I hate the battle. Sometimes I do lose it, but I fight to come back for them. They are why I am here. I need every bit of help I can get. This is a good place. A little strange for me, but still good. Mabe you can find strength in knowing you are wanted/needed by others. I am not saying it is the solution but mabe it will help. Glad to know we are not alone.
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Nov 14, 2013, 02:19 AM
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Aww I'm sorry and I understand. I feel overwhelming anger, frustration, and pain a lot of the time.
You aren't the only man out there with BPD, certainly not the only man on this forum cuz I can think of at least 4 or 5 right off. Have you gotten DBT yet? |
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Nov 14, 2013, 02:12 PM
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I have asked myself all of the same questions repeatedly as I often feel just the way that you do. Try not to be too hard on yourself; you are not crazy, but unfortunately experiencing something you didn't ask for.
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Nov 14, 2013, 02:59 PM
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Nov 14, 2013, 04:17 PM
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Rage is probably the hardest things for me to deal with. Sometimes it's so bad that I feel like I'm picking fights with everyone around me.
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Nov 14, 2013, 05:20 PM
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Nov 14, 2013, 05:43 PM
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