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#1
Sep 19, 2013, 04:48 PM
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New thread other has reached 100 pages.
My therapist said I am very Avoidant, This is actually a PD isn't it? |
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#2
Sep 19, 2013, 09:16 PM
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Searched on tumblr for some people who attend my college... and found one girl, and sent her a message. and she was nice, though she was like "why did you stalk me?" didn't actually realize i'd looked at her profile that much. but i'm obviously more obsessive than what's normal. now I kind of feel stupid. I do something I normally wouldn't and get called out for it. awkward.
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 Bill3, borncatastrophe77, Longing2Exhale, lynn808, rabbit13
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#3
Sep 20, 2013, 03:10 AM
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Not at all good... Don't feel that safe. Dreamed about getting admitted last night. Maybe thats a hint? I can't do that again though.
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| Anonymous33340, Bill3, Longing2Exhale, lynn808
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#4
Sep 20, 2013, 04:32 AM
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All of these emotions are pouring out of me.
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| Bill3, Longing2Exhale
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#6
Sep 20, 2013, 09:23 AM
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*wow another new thread for this* awesome!
I'm happy today after all Its mother-lovin Friday! |
 allme, lynn808
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#7
Sep 21, 2013, 03:31 AM
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I am feeling overwhelmed ~ my older daughter is sick and sleeping in my bed with me. I always sleep crummy when I have to share my bed. I'm tired, but also worried about catching a "decent" night of sleep. Funny how these young kids hog the bed!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
| allme, Bill3, CandlesAndSage, Longing2Exhale, lynn808
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| lynn808
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#8
Sep 21, 2013, 08:20 AM
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Feeling fine today, don't know why I felt so irritated yesterday but I guess it's normal to have days like that so overall I really feel as though I have it cracked....for now anyway. Still managing my quick temper and impulses to act before I think but nothing is going on that is too troublesome. I have a long shift again today and looking forward to seeing my parents tomorrow to help them gut their garden.
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
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#9
Sep 21, 2013, 09:13 AM
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So far today is okay. That doesn't mean its not going to completely change in an hour or so, I already feel some animosity towards the world. I'm torn between feeling lonely and not wanting to go anywhere or talk to anybody. Just seems like a waste of time, everybody is busy and in a hurry going nowhere.
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"Much like wind blowing through hollowed cemetery grounds, we all circulate within this void of reality in search of something more profound. Hopes and Dreams fuel our will to live, projecting our desires into the universe and awaiting what it gives. Throughout life's journeys you will encounter Saints as well as the Heartless, but remember, in order to Appreciate the Light, one Must spend time in Darkness." ~ Prozak |
| allme, Anonymous200125, Fuzzybear, hawaii04, Longing2Exhale
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| Bill3
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#10
Sep 22, 2013, 06:53 PM
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Have to go back to work tomorrow, am eager but anxious as hell too. I wish there was something magical (words or meds without side effects) that could get all this damaging anxiety out of me.
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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| allme, Longing2Exhale, shezbut
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| Bill3, Longing2Exhale
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#11
Sep 23, 2013, 08:36 AM
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I am unsure but I think it's nearly a month now since my depression left me and again today I am feeling good. Have had a couple of small blips but have bounced back. I actually 'want' to go out this evening and I haven't felt like I wanted to go out for a very long time. Maybe this is a sign things are about to get even better!
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| Anonymous200125, HealingNSuffering, Longing2Exhale, Luvmydog
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| Bill3, hawaii04, HealingNSuffering, Luvmydog, shezbut
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#12
Sep 23, 2013, 09:38 AM
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Yay! Happy for you
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| allme
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#13
Sep 23, 2013, 02:21 PM
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It's mundane (Monday) and I'm here at work. Doing well but still... monday.
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Sep 23, 2013, 03:05 PM
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
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Sep 23, 2013, 03:06 PM
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#16
Sep 25, 2013, 04:26 PM
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Had a busy day doing the things I have been putting off. Felt a sense of achievement getting them done
So today was another good day for me. I am so thankful to have my current stability however, I have taken measures that I guess don't work if I wasn't a 'normal' fulfilling life. A social life being one of my tough spots. I have a night out planned this Friday and it's making me feel uneasy. With the way things are going, hopefully I will be fine and wont binge drink to make myself feel comfortable. I don't even like drinking but it helps me cope in social events. Anyway...it's all good
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
| HealingNSuffering, Longing2Exhale
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| Bill3, HealingNSuffering, Longing2Exhale
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Sep 25, 2013, 05:27 PM
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Today was decent
I was a bit agitated this morning but managed to calm myself down without doing anything crazy. Had a good therapy session. 
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"Much like wind blowing through hollowed cemetery grounds, we all circulate within this void of reality in search of something more profound. Hopes and Dreams fuel our will to live, projecting our desires into the universe and awaiting what it gives. Throughout life's journeys you will encounter Saints as well as the Heartless, but remember, in order to Appreciate the Light, one Must spend time in Darkness." ~ Prozak |
| allme, Bill3
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#18
Sep 26, 2013, 06:47 AM
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A rather dull day but a stable one again so all good. Working today and looking forward to my long weekend off...boy I need it.
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
| HealingNSuffering
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Sep 26, 2013, 09:16 AM
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Sep 26, 2013, 05:38 PM
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Today was okay for the most part, except when I was on the road I got road rage pretty bad. I was screaming at everybody and freaking out because I was almost late for an appointment. I'm trying to get into DBT group therapy.
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"Much like wind blowing through hollowed cemetery grounds, we all circulate within this void of reality in search of something more profound. Hopes and Dreams fuel our will to live, projecting our desires into the universe and awaiting what it gives. Throughout life's journeys you will encounter Saints as well as the Heartless, but remember, in order to Appreciate the Light, one Must spend time in Darkness." ~ Prozak |
| allme
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#21
Sep 28, 2013, 02:05 AM
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Packing my suitcase today for holidays
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| shezbut
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| allme, Bill3, HealingNSuffering
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#22
Sep 28, 2013, 02:19 AM
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Feeling very anxious and scared about my personal future. Don't know how I am going to make it through!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
| Anonymous327401, Bill3, duende, HealingNSuffering
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#23
Sep 28, 2013, 05:33 AM
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I am not BPD so i do not need to post here.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| Anonymous200125, HealingNSuffering
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| Bill3
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#24
Sep 28, 2013, 01:08 PM
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feeling worried about my future as I just left another job and don't know when/if I'll get another good one I can handle. Need to break something in this cycle in order for me to be successful.
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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| Bill3, HealingNSuffering, shezbut
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#25
Sep 29, 2013, 09:14 AM
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Having another good day....just chilling watching a Sandra Bullock film while hubby is out playing golf.
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
| HealingNSuffering
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| Bill3
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