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Old Dec 10, 2013, 11:29 AM
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I'm alright today but not completely. Went to the doctor (GP) due to pain so bad in my foot it kept me from getting a good night's sleep. He described it as developing gout which is just another thing to add to my bag of "fun" :/ On a good note, at least It's early and he says it's completely treatable.
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 11:56 AM
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Goodness, gracious great balls of fire . . . up til 4 a.m. with an 'episode.' I'm gently grasping the thought to put into action that today is going to be alright, nonetheless, provided my anxiety stays at bay for a while.
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 12:19 PM
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Hanging in there through my work..... Not much else to talk about.
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 02:27 PM
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Ugh! I am sick. My nose has decided to see how many Kleenex's it can use in a 24 hour time period.

Sleeping lots, feeling guilty that nothing is getting done.
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 02:38 PM
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I'm sick too, my head cold has decided to settle in my chest. Feeling really low today, not really accomplishing anything. It's not too late to change that I guess...
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 02:47 PM
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a little embarrassed; i was feeling really suicidal and posted on PC about it--i really felt like i was gonna do it
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 03:44 PM
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My "hanging in there" is turning in to depressed and alone....
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Old Dec 10, 2013, 05:23 PM
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My ex-husband has me questioning myself as a parent as well my emotional disorders influencing my older daughter in a negative way. = I feel pretty emotionally cruddy right now
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Old Dec 11, 2013, 06:16 PM
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Been okay all day. Getting the nervous, anxiousness, depression combo hit as night does.
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Old Dec 11, 2013, 06:28 PM
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Been okay all day. Getting the nervous, anxiousness, depression combo hit as night does.
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Old Dec 11, 2013, 09:01 PM
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I have my 1st therapist appt tomorrow ever. I was diagnosed psychiatric dr as BPD and Bipolar and she referred me to a therapist and said the only treatment for BPD is DBT. I'm very nervous about it.
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 01:13 AM
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I went to a dinner for the women of my church tonight. I was not going to go and I thought that I would leave early but I went and stayed. Anxiety still high while I was there but I got out and did something for a change.
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 03:12 AM
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It's been a rough week. I'm glad I get to see my therapist in the morn.
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 05:05 PM
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it's been a ****** week, and it's gettin *******, really not looking forward to the next 5 or so days till my next day off work
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 05:30 PM
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it's been a ****** week, and it's gettin *******, really not looking forward to the next 5 or so days till my next day off work
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 05:52 PM
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 10:17 PM
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Searched on tumblr for some people who attend my college... and found one girl, and sent her a message. and she was nice, though she was like "why did you stalk me?" didn't actually realize i'd looked at her profile that much. but i'm obviously more obsessive than what's normal. now I kind of feel stupid. I do something I normally wouldn't and get called out for it. awkward.
Hey, Nevergoodenough, I don't know if U meant for your post to be funny, but U put a smile on my face. Chick sounds a little paranoid, but then again, what does normal mean anyway (referring to U saying "I'm obviously more obsessive than what's normal"). I normally -there's that stupid word again- get the same response whenever i try to reach out to people... the response is usually a 'kind', yet an obvious fake comment, in which whoever is basically saying "Why would i want or need your help: I know you're looney tunes". Almost everyone has at least some form of OCD, or a mild mental prob. Some are just better at hiding it; but, mark my words, people like that are wearing a mask & trying to hide certain 'flaws' in their personality. And when someone ignores their true feelings & stuff them down over a long period of time, that person will end up 'loosing it' one of these days. So we can't let these 'perfectly sane' rejectors make us feel like were bottom feeders: there's no telling what kind of skeletons are in their closet.---we have to laugh sometimes...crying gets old fast
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 10:50 PM
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Feeling hurt and alone, unsure if I can trust again.
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 02:57 AM
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Unsure if it's the BPD or my TBI, but my thoughts seems to be moving so quickly that I'm having a hard time thinking of anything. Very frustrating!
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 08:03 AM
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 08:06 AM
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Here but suffering stomach cramps (trying to go off drugs...again!) Just so hard...
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 08:54 AM
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Those of you who live in the North and have no difficulties with it, I'm impressed and I wish I was you. Last year it was unique and I was able to struggle through, but this year is another story. I find myself getting depressed over something I can do nothing about; yet another thing to add to my "trapped" feeling. I wish I hadn't been so impulsive and still lived "home" in Florida.
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 11:49 AM
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Tonight is my work Christmas dinner and I'm pretty nervous about it. Last year I got triggered, drank wayyy too much and ended up OD'ing when I got home. Determined to not get into that state this year though, need to limit what I drink. At least I'm in a better place right now compared to where I was last year.
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 02:56 PM
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Feeling productive. Got my occasional call from my client for the app that I created and work on. Having problems with it, come to find out, (as usual) it is user error. >.< of course it's nice to make them feel like I helped but all I did was confirm it was working and they farked it up. GOTTA LOVE END USERS! (no offense to you all)
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 03:31 PM
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Tonight is my work Christmas dinner and I'm pretty nervous about it. Last year I got triggered, drank wayyy too much and ended up OD'ing when I got home. Determined to not get into that state this year though, need to limit what I drink. At least I'm in a better place right now compared to where I was last year.
Enjoy.... it would seem one would have a better time with setting a limit, good for you; being in a better place will more than likely help things all around. We aren't human if we don't get nervous and we can't have a good time if we can't get excited ~ be safe and have a great time!
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