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#251
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I'm alright today but not completely. Went to the doctor (GP) due to pain so bad in my foot it kept me from getting a good night's sleep. He described it as developing gout which is just another thing to add to my bag of "fun" :/ On a good note, at least It's early and he says it's completely treatable.
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#252
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Goodness, gracious great balls of fire . . . up til 4 a.m. with an 'episode.' I'm gently grasping the thought to put into action that today is going to be alright, nonetheless, provided my anxiety stays at bay for a while.
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Kathy |
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#253
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Hanging in there through my work..... Not much else to talk about.
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Maranara |
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#254
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Ugh! I am sick. My nose has decided to see how many Kleenex's it can use in a 24 hour time period.
Sleeping lots, feeling guilty that nothing is getting done.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#255
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I'm sick too, my head cold has decided to settle in my chest. Feeling really low today, not really accomplishing anything. It's not too late to change that I guess...
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#256
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a little embarrassed; i was feeling really suicidal and posted on PC about it--i really felt like i was gonna do it
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"Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can see the top." -Wildflower http://missracgel.wixsite.com/bearhugs |
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#257
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My "hanging in there" is turning in to depressed and alone....
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Maranara |
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#258
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My ex-husband has me questioning myself as a parent as well my emotional disorders influencing my older daughter in a negative way. = I feel pretty emotionally cruddy right now
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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#259
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Been okay all day. Getting the nervous, anxiousness, depression combo hit as night does.
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Maranara |
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#260
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Hang in there!
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#261
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I have my 1st therapist appt tomorrow ever. I was diagnosed psychiatric dr as BPD and Bipolar and she referred me to a therapist and said the only treatment for BPD is DBT. I'm very nervous about it.
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"I'm a bagel on a plate full of onion rolls." ~ Barbra Streisand <3 DX: Major Depressive Disorder ADHD Generalized Anxiety Disorder Meds: Ativan 1 MG Viibryd 40 MG Adderall 20 MG |
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#262
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I went to a dinner for the women of my church tonight. I was not going to go and I thought that I would leave early but I went and stayed. Anxiety still high while I was there but I got out and did something for a change.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#263
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It's been a rough week. I'm glad I get to see my therapist in the morn.
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"Yes yes y’all and it never stops I don’t trust the government, I don’t trust no cops We dip and we dive and we socialize We struggle and we strive just to stay alive." ~Everlast~ |
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#264
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it's been a ****** week, and it's gettin *******, really not looking forward to the next 5 or so days till my next day off work
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#265
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The world would be a very boring place if we were all the same... ~JLyne
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#268
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Feeling hurt and alone, unsure if I can trust again.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#269
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Unsure if it's the BPD or my TBI, but my thoughts seems to be moving so quickly that I'm having a hard time thinking of anything. Very frustrating!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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#271
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Here but suffering stomach cramps (trying to go off drugs...again!) Just so hard...
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
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#272
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Those of you who live in the North and have no difficulties with it, I'm impressed and I wish I was you. Last year it was unique and I was able to struggle through, but this year is another story. I find myself getting depressed over something I can do nothing about; yet another thing to add to my "trapped" feeling. I wish I hadn't been so impulsive and still lived "home" in Florida.
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Maranara |
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#273
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Tonight is my work Christmas dinner and I'm pretty nervous about it. Last year I got triggered, drank wayyy too much and ended up OD'ing when I got home. Determined to not get into that state this year though, need to limit what I drink. At least I'm in a better place right now compared to where I was last year.
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#274
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Feeling productive. Got my occasional call from my client for the app that I created and work on. Having problems with it, come to find out, (as usual) it is user error. >.< of course it's nice to make them feel like I helped but all I did was confirm it was working and they farked it up. GOTTA LOVE END USERS! (no offense to you all)
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#275
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Kathy |
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